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2009-10-03T18:26:00.009+08:00

This pictures taken on 30/09,wednesday at CCK.With DAJIE & XIAOMEI
Dajie 1,i 2,xiaomei with a 3 =)

Giving Xiaomei Belated Birthday Kiss!! MUACK!

Showing out our tongue...As usual!!

Trying to act cute but not cute enough..HAHA...ACBC

Normal snap of me,xiaomei & Dajie

03-Oct-2009,Saturday

I dont know how to describe my thoughts now.I've been feeling empty recently.How i want to study but why cant the 'numbers' AND 'alphabet' got in?Stress!!Examination is around the corner.*counting* less than 25days..OMG~~what am i going to do?English seems to be the easier topic but why do i feel its the most difficuit subject?Nahz..My english is not as good,of cox im scared larz..Argggggggggg~feeling really stress now.Its not im not hardworking enough,its not the subject too difficuit.I just donno why i dont feel like studying when i know i have to.Ehmmm "KIMBERLEY!!PLEASE WAKE UP!!STUDY FOR LIKE LESS THAN 25DAYS IS NOTHING TO YOU...STUDY THEN CAN ENJOY ALREADY....GAMES>>>SHOWS>>EVERYTHING.JIAYOU"

OMG~~~

Meet up

2009-09-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

Just now i went out with Dajie and Xiaomei.We have been more than 2 years never see each other.I thought the feeling might be awkward,uneasy,weird weird but guess i think too much.The feeling is like before..And there's no gap at all..We are back like before..Talk nonsense,lame...Push each other's head and holding each other hand.

I've bought a small little cake for xiaomei's belated birthday.After we had dinner,we went up the roof top.Chat till half way,dajie ask xiaomei to close the eyes.She chat with her while i take out the cake...Count 123 me n dajie sing birthday song,she open her eyes...Wish blow candle and touch to tears....Dajie said "dont cry larz,you cry i also will cry" Then i said.."dont make 3 of us end up cry together hoh" she control and make us laugh....She happy,touch cox we very long time didnt celebrate for her le cum she never celebrate for very long le.She never expect this...I'm happy that she's happy larz=) I gave her birthday present.....As well as dajie....Both of them were surprise...Hahaz~~gotta!!!

We plan to meet up once a month at least...Which mean anytime we free....Lets hope we can be as happy as now=)

What i want is everyone to be as happy as i am..

decided...

2009-09-23T13:00:00.002+08:00

Been quite buzzi this few months...My 2 brothers birthday,my birthday,sebas birthday..Reena birthday...Ahdear's mom birthday...Ahdear's birthday...Phengsan...Tired larz...

To all my dearest fren...I've decided to close this blog-=-=- " Life is unfair sometime "-=-=-
I'll still use the same address...Its just that i want to start a new chapter after my O's level examination over...Cox that's when my life change...

Gotta buck up now...HAVE TO i mean...
Last but not least..I wanna share with u all that...
I've patch back with EVELYN FOO....a fren who i dissapoint be4...a fren who i lost..a fren who i love most....Finally.....i;ve been waiting for this day for very long....i'll never let go again...
HAHAHz.....no matter what.....SISTAHOOD STILL IN MY HEART!! =)

19-09-2009

2009-09-19T15:25:00.003+08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To KeLvIn Ng DaIdAi!!

My ahdear get older again today..Never plan what to do for him but want to buy special stuff for him.Order a glass and words heart shape contain in a glass bottle for him as a birthday present.Gonna collect it later..

Yesterday Reena n me plan to gather everyone after 12pm to give ahdear a surprise..He is a very smart guy and he told us he've got imagine of what gonna happen nextbut hahaz....when this SURPRISE appear..he was SHOCK!!hahaz...GOT YA!!Is this what ya call smart?HAHA..i doubt so larz dear...*bleah*

Another surprise given by me again when we reach my place...He also imagine what gonna happen next...What he thought is : When hes on his way back to the room,my parents,dage didi n me will give him a big surprise..hahaz..but wrong wrong wrong...actually only me with a cake..My hand/the birthday sign,chocalate was burn!!while waiting fro him...you can imagine how slow he bath huh??HAHAZ>....W~O~L~S

What he plan for tonight is having steamboat at tiantian huoguo 6pm then after that go DOUBLE O to club....hmmmmm~i dont really like clubbing though...I dont know why but i still find clubbing is not a place for me or should i say its too complicated??hahaz..though all this but when i;m in....with nobody business...its fun!!

I know this few days i'm gonna be very tired due to lots of events going on recently..I'll be strong..yes i will and i will work hard for my exam next month...ARGGGGGGGGGG!!

Kimberley : " jealousy create hatred , so dont be jealous of each others..Love each others"

Disappointed again..again..and again..

2009-09-09T12:30:00.002+08:00

7-9-2009 is my dearest sista,Reena's birthday,but she hold her birthday celebration on thios coming sunday.6-9-2009,we suppose to go clubbing but the response really damn bad larz..
Only me,reena and ahdear.Wah laoz..

I thought maybe cox they dont want to spent too much money,dont want to drink?
SO..Me and ahdear plan to go prawning instead.Thought they will come over as i told them celebration for Reena after 12.Reena said okay.Zhumeimei called and ask the timing.Ping2 say : "club is no good..Hmmmm..tell u later".Sebest reply : "ok but meet you all abit later,blablabla "Eve sms : "kim,i not going today." Well~i never surprise tat eve not joining us so i replied her "we know."Last min ping2 sms and say "i not going le,sorry..."

Me and ahdear brought cake over and we prawn first..Zhumeimei came..Reena came..Ahdear called sebest..A lady ans the phone and say sebest is sleeping...everyone was ?!0.o??
He muz be very tired larz cox he not that type wil pangseng friend de.

Next day sebest sms and say he thought its 07-09-09.=_=" blur ehz sis...hahaz...Nvm larz..We will have next time cox prawning is fun =) Hahaz...Although we didnt manage to gather eveyone on the 7-09-09 but this sunday im sure we will =)

This pic taken on my birthday...Me wit ahdear and me wit reena
Sebest,Ahdear me,zhumeimei,reena,ping2 and eve
We very photogenic larz....hahaz..NICE

Above all u can edit from www.photofunia.com

Okay..Lets say abit on this few coming events...Tml...Its a 2n2 classmate gathering but i doubt the chinese will be going lorz cox the reason they say was working,too far,buzzi..Haiz...Abit disappointed in them lorz....Nvm larz...Got next time de=)

Ehm ehm...This friday im going to gladys birthday celebration..Will update more on this..

**Never thought for youself only..If u do..that is call selfish**

Happy birthday to me

2009-08-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

We get older year by year.The only ones maintain is your loves one and friend.
This year i never celebrate my birthday as there's nothing special just that i'm 21 + 1 year old now.
Friday me and my dearest sister went to have steamboat at bugis.The food is ok..but the people is crazy!!hahaz.. play scissors paper stone,lose one muz eat whatever stuff the opponent made.EEEEEEEEEEee~~That was disgusting larz..But most of the time we won!!hahaz....SO heng!!
After the steamboat we separed..Ping2,ahdear & me take cab while eve,reena,jiahui and sebest together.Nothing is suspected!!Cox sebest say pls drive me,my ez-link left 35 cent.Hahaz...I believe ehz..
We went up by lift,the door open suddenly i saw eve,reena,elene,sebest jump out and sing birthday song...tell you~i'm touch!!I know they will organize this but i never imagine the turn out to be this way..Thanks galz!!
I love every present they gave.the necklace by reena,ear ring by ping2,shirt by sebest[cute lei...Fitting and muscular when i wear=)],cup noodle toilet paper holder by elene,PSP by ahdear and eve's one stil on the plane.Haha!!no matter the cost or present..As long as from you galz, definitely i'll love it.
Yesterday i went CLUBBING with Ong,Kong,Des,Jhonny,kai,joel,ping2,reena,meifong,meifong's bf and me.We drink lots larz...Yes i'm very high...Dance dance & dance!!Dancing,the next thing i know is Ong fighting...Pheng!I rush to stop him..His arm hit my nose....I'm angry with him yesterday cox he never control his temper..
But of cox larz..I wont cox of this lose one bestie frenz mahz...
Since ytd he call and sms...I reply only ard 5 cox i just wake up not long..Its a tiring day larz...Headache!!
Coughing somemroe..Sianz!!here blue black there blue black...
I heard that Ong beat them cox they trying to take advantage of me but their eyes looking at ong.That's y ong so angry till he go punch them.Luckily i managed to stop ong lorz if not i'm afraid they have to sent to hospital le..Hahaz!!
Overall everything is fun.First impression of clubbing: Noisy..Comllicated but it make you high!!That's the best part ..Of cox muz see your fren larz....All friendly...dance...shiok!!hahaz....Poor reena's leg bleeding...Joel was hit by the bouncer...And i....blue black everywhere and nose is out of shape..='(

Happy

2009-08-20T19:15:00.002+08:00

I won 2nd prize for best dress then get Commercial Clothes steamer as lucky draw.I love it=)
Everything goes smooth and i look like a barbie doll.Especially my eyes i admin it.Hahaz~
My dad gets drunk every year so this year is no surprise.Something funny happen to him..His one Fake tooth drop out while eating and that makes everyone of us cant stop laughing.

We suppose to stay and enjoyed till the party over but cox of my drunken papa,we went back early at 11+..He kena pull year once he wanna step into the bedroom.I told my mom what had happen to papa's tooth and she cant help it but laugh!!HA!Instead of fighting,she take care of him..So sweet of my mama larz=)

I've upload the photo in facebook.It may look blur and small but its nice and cute!!HAHA

20.08.2009
Today i've brought Lappy to work.I've ask the IT department guy to check it out what is happening to my lappy.Suppose to be tianxiang who help me but end up it was brandon,IT OFFICER who help me.So helpful of them.Appreciate it=)
He download FireFox Internet for me to use.He say more faster.I'm using it now and YES!!its much faster=)

I've cut my finger.The cut is not deep but its hurt!!..Uncle peter help me cut out the skin.Then~What ever stuff i touch,it touches my skin.Its killing me!!decided to put plaster,Mr brandon saw i cant do that myself so he help me paste the plaster..SO sweet...Hehez..ahdear...DOnt worry larz..He just help out only...

I'm in love

2009-08-08T16:52:00.002+08:00

Oh man...This dress made me feel like buying siax!!

This year theme is : Movie

Everyone ask me to dress like catwoman,vampire,sexy witch..

But what comes into my is " Barbie gal"

WOW~~Hahahaz...Sure will look fabulous!!

Fake eye lashes bottom and up.Hair style...Dress~~hahahz..

So excited larz...But crystal say this dress more suitable for real BIG function.Well~that cross my mind too.Just wanna share with her and see if she've got the same opinion as mine..HAHA~

Crystal say she have a dress,pink colour..She say she never got a chance to wear,if i can wear,she'll give it to me..Whee wehhh.....

Will post the photo once i have it...

To ahdear : No pain no gain!!Tolerate few days more k....Evrything will bounch back to normal!!=)

Sebest 21 birthday celebration

2009-08-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday SIS!!

Been wanted to .Well~I'm not sure if you aware of this gathering is a celebration of your birthday but matter yobring you out for dinner to wish you happy birthday de,just nice that day you sms me to gather everyoneu aware or not,hope you like this kind of celebration.Almost every year the same hoh??Hahaz~

This is organized by your 2 dearest sista Reena and Kim =) Thanks to all other galz for coming if not,wont be this fun.Muack!Love you galz..Frankly speaking i'm quite disappointed that Shirong never come ehz..NONO~~Its everyone of us feel disappointed!!.Dont want to care him le..What kind of fren siax..When he need help,sad moment,everyone of us will call and concern him but whre is he when we need him??As in gathering etc....Haiz....
Dont say him le larz..

Ehm ehmm......The photo all is with me now...Been tagging in facebook..Made slideshow=)

Just wanna say i enjoyed myself..Once again..HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY SIS!!!!

Misses

2009-07-31T10:42:00.002+08:00

Cant wait for tml larz..
I miss everyone...Really...
I dont care whether they miss me or not larz but i truely deeply miss the gathering lots.
The sorrow/bad attitude of who ever will be gone.We'll just have fun!

First Experience in my life..

2009-07-27T21:03:00.002+08:00

Its my first time watching soccer match so focusing lorz...
Singapore VS Liverpool.
The first impression i saw singapore was :
WAT ARE THEY TRYING TO SHOW OFF??THEIR NENE???
THE JERSEY IS SO TIGHT!!!!
Please larz...singapore so poor till only can give small size is it??OMG~Cannot tahan lorz..
What amaze me was liverpool only score 1 in half time.Hahaz~but can see liverpool give chance larz...Stilll...singapore cant score.LOUSY!!

Total score...5 : 0

Ahdear won 240....Hahah.z.....so happy..

Today
Being a dance assistant is not a tough assignment actually but its a good apportunity for me to learn new things.Controlling a class is not easy but teaching them the steps is easy..Thanks to the teacher in charge!!=)

Conclusion : I'm tired...cox it should be my off day today!!!Argggggggg

Wad a boring weekend

2009-07-25T15:11:00.002+08:00

Weekend suppose to be the days we hang out with fren to chill out.But to some,its family days!!

How bout me??BORING LARZ!!
Maqrius ask me to be his assistant to siling secondary school to teach dancing every monday.It's an apportunity for me larz but i dont like the way he ask me to 'help' him lei...*taoyan de*

Well...tml will be i'm practicing the dance step...Shouldnt it be my rest time???Sianz

I never like to pretend things never happen

2009-07-23T12:18:00.003+08:00

Things happen once,it will happen again.Once there's problem,never solve it,it will become as big as a snow ball.Maybe its my fault for nagging but did you notice i'm trying to control it recently??I've learn that its hard to change you so i decided to change myself,to a better person.I'm controlling my tears whenever i quarrel with you..I smile while i talk..

I'm afraid our quarrel might affect your work so i calm down and never want to show you face..

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You wont understand......

I'm speechless now.....

Lost

2009-07-23T12:04:00.002+08:00

I'm so damn sad larz...Cant control my tears..
Speechless...
Lost in the world out of sudden..

I want to be alone......

Prawning at Bishan with brother

2009-07-19T18:06:00.003+08:00

Prawning is a fun activity for me=)
I wish we can arrange this as an monthly activity.
The expression of my 2brother is funny and curious at the first try.
I'll make sure they enjoy it the next time..

Cheerz!!

I love to gain experience and i want my love ones and family to gain it too=)

BAD MOOD

2009-07-18T13:02:00.002+08:00

Been feeling low,which i donno why.
Which i am not sure what is bothering me.I gotta find the situation to solve it but whre should i start??I've been trying my best to calm myself when talking to ahdear.
I think there's lack of communication between ahdear and me as we started to quarrel/bicker over a small stuff recently.I know i shouldnt be writting here but this is the only space i can write how i feel..I'm tired sometimes.....Problem start to comes in..Not as sweet as before..
Everything start to change.I ask elderly,elderly say when guyz will do anything to get a gal,but when he got it..he wont treat the gal the same way which all guyz thought they do=(

Yesterday i told ahdear : " I have been controlling myself to talk less with you,cause i know i will make noise with you.But you keep irritate me that's y i start to nag mahz."
I will nag non stop when he didnt do stuff that he have to do.Sometime even when he do,i feel he's doing that unwillingly..When i tel him to be mature abit can..He angry.
I know inside everyone of us have a little kid heart,we will shout or play like no body business..But also must be in a right timing mahz.

Haiz....Again i wake up and mama told me ahdear nvr switch off the internet switch.Behind the door lots of his clothes.Wax hair le never close.Forever like this..When then he will do work with head and tails???Few days ago,i told him do your stuff first before you play games.He say ok.THen~the moment he step in my house,there he goes to my brother room and watch him play games then switch on my lappy,sit down till early morning around 4.Why making youself so tired?I'm not saying cannot play larz..Its just that..Do whatever things you have to do first before you play mahz..Haiz...Donno he understand my language or not.When i start to nag,he will close the ears or ask me to shut up.Sometimes even 'hg' me and go away..You think i like to nag ahz??Up to you le larz...I'm tired to say you...Dont want to care le..You can dont go gym,you can play whole night mahjong or games,you can eat as much chillie as you can,you can eat as much as you want.Just stay who you are..Dont ask me to control the amount you eat again..Dont ask me to motivate you to go gym.Dont ask me to at nag you...I wont do it again...

This is the cause if you wanna know.I dont want to say this to you cox i know we will quarrel..
Please stop dreaming that eating less without exercising can slim down.Its impossible..

Drop a stone

2009-07-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

This afternoon i was shock!!i received a bunch of flower from pravin,a security who trying to win my heart i guess.The moment i saw was..."Ahdear sending me flower??"Shouldnt be bax???Lets see..No name on the card..I read half way,phone rang.."hope you like it"
I was like....WWWTTTTTTT~~
He know that i've got a boyfriend yet he send me flower.I do appreciate his concern and love.
But i cant have the love..Cox i'm someone else..BUT!!even if i dont,i wont accept an indian..
All i will do is keep a distance to prevent anything occur..Anyway..Its sweet...Thanks to him=)

Few days ago i was saying bout i shouldnt choose additional math at the first place.
After a long thought and discussion with parents,finally there's an outcome..
Prevent myself from having a long sad face ang stress,i decided to give up.
I think this is the best way cox i can have more time on others subject which,i want to=)

YEEEESSS!!!Finally....I'm FREE on friday.....

My Chinese Oral Ytd

2009-07-16T12:31:00.000+08:00

Cant imagine time really fly and my most phobia oral had over.I dont think i did a good job on the reading of passage part.The moment i step into the hall,my heart beat beat as fast as a train.From 1.45 waited til 4.05 then my turn to read!Guess what!!??I'm the last siax...Then only 2private candidate.The passage is quite simple,maybe cox of nervous,my lip was shivering,made my words sound unclear..I pause quite awhile...Actually there is nothing to be nervous about right?But i just couldnt stop myself from doing tat.Damn sh*t lorz!!The conversation part is quite fine larz...Topic regarding the view of "poly student wearing slipper to school..."
Sure will pass...But lets hope can get merit instead of pass.My target for chinese scold is at least B3 lorz...Po bi po bi..

I'm feeling giddy..

2009-07-10T19:47:00.000+08:00

I dont like this head spinning thing.
Very troublesome and it nearly make me fall down recently.
Been feeling down this few days..I donno why,maybe cox i expect more bax.
Next wednesday is my Chinese Oral O level.Kinda of phobia siax!!
All the best to me bax.

Poor them

2009-07-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

Recently everyone seem to be very buzzi.No news at all..Was wondering if i never ask them out,will they ask me out?Even for a drink i'm also fine with it.

Dage,didi and ahdear having fever and diarrhea.I dont think is the cause of the steamboat cox i also makan.Or~the crab??Cause its the only food that i never eat and they keep on saying yummy yummy.As i wrote at previous page regarding ahdear's head hit a metal accidently,he felt the pain once in a while.Everyone suggest him to see specialist instead of polyclinic.He went poly clinic to take MC cox he is having fever and diarrhea then ytd went to see specialist due to the headache..Get injection,whre?and guess how much was it...Inject the head and the cost is $300++!!!OMG~~Robbery!!Lets hope that really works!=)

Cherish is the key to maintain what you have.

2more days to go and ...

2009-06-25T12:22:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go then it will be my OFF DAY!!huhuz...Anticipate..

I'm feeling tired recently,i donno why.
especially in the morning when my alarm rang.
Gosh!!Can i dont work is what i thought every morning.
Its so damn irritating larz! =)

This sunday will be going to beach if can for cycling and Sun Tan.
But whre to??
I cant wake up early in the morning.
Ahdear say dont dream larz.. -_-"
Ahdear and me will be bring my 2little brother and may be my mama to shop at BUGIS.
It have been a long time since my last shop there.
I think its with Reena?
Well~my dearest fren damn buzzi lorz..Filming filming..Singer wanna be =)
Hope we'll get a day and shop together again..Huhuzz

Huhuz....i cant wait for Sunday!!!

Examination Timetable

2009-06-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

Once again the MOE send me GCE O-LEVEL EXAMINATION Entry Proof/Timetable again.
I'm not feeling exciting at all,in fact i sweat when i receive it.OMG~examination..How far have i go?Will i pass all 5 subjects with flying colours?Can i go through this??I'm so scared larz!!Especially the ORAL!Damn~Phobia siax..I want to pass this!!And no more GCE exam for me!! Ever again!!Hahaz...
The exam will be held in woodlands ring secondary school,3604.
July 15,Wed Chinese Oral - 14.15
" 22,Wed Chinese LC - 14.30
Aug 26,Wed Eng Oral - 14.15
Oct 26,Mon Eng Written1 - 13.30
" 26,Mon Eng Written2 - 16.00
" 27,Tues Math Paper1 - 14.30
" 28,Wed Math Paper2 - 14.30
" 29,Thus A Math P1 - 14.30
" 30,Fri A Math P2 - 14.30
Nov 5,Thur Poa Paper 1 - 08.00
" 5, Thur Poa Paper 2 - 10.45
" 10,Tues Chinese P1 - 08.00
" 10,Tues Chinese P2 - 10.45

From now till then only left with less than 5month..I will work very hard within this few months.Jie will push me on Amath by giving me 4 Question everyday.Darling will push me on english and chinese.As for math,i have been doing lots of revision and the only things i have to push myself is POA-Principal of Accounts.

Drag me to hell

2009-06-19T11:18:00.000+08:00

A decision to deny an extension of a home loan to an old woman named Mrs. Ganush (Lorna Raver) causes Christine (Alison Lohman) to become the recipient of a supernatural curse. Haunted by an evil spirit and misunderstood by a sceptical boyfriend, Christine seeks help from a seer to break the curse and save her soul from eternal damnation.

Drag me to hell is over the top, creepy and makes you laugh out loud. That is what you get with Drag Me to Hell. This movie makes you jump, laugh, and wanna barf all at the same time. it's all in one.Seriously,you will jump high of your seat more than 3 times..you cannot miss this one..

Oh ya the ghost know how to dance and also boxing skills okay..

Its so damn funny and scary larz..Unexpected ending..Cool..Mrs Ganush is so strong!!
Christine very brave!!The witch very powerful!!
And i'm very cute..Hehez...

Down down down

2009-06-18T16:14:00.000+08:00

Club's com down,so i didnt have the chance to be on facebook everyday or update my blog.
Now is school holiday,so club abit buzzi but stil,i take the advantage of the time that i have during working hour to do some revision & reading=)
I promise myself to do a minimam of 1hour revision daily,well~its for my own good larz.

Recently ahdear have been playing with dage and didi dota,i didnt know anything about dota so i just shake my legs and watch tv while they gaming.Its not boring larz cox they are very NOISY!They do lower down the volume if i fall asleep.Hehez..
We also watch movie..The museum,alianVSmonster and guess what...later if ahdear release early,we will be watching drag me to hell=)
Now is school holiday,so my parents allow me to bring dage and didi along.

2more months is my birthday again.I dont think i'll be organizing party this year.i have to work cox there's a tournament on the day.Too bad but nothing to celebrate about larz.22le...
Was flashing back what i'm doing when i was 12years old.Hehez~~
I curious of one thing..If really i never celebrate my birthday,will anyone remember my birthday?Will anyone celebrate my birthday?
Well~~i'm sure ahdear and family will remember larz...what i'm wondering is,,,my friend.

I feel that way too

2009-06-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

Jux read zhong's blog and i feel that way too.
Well~i guess that's what life all about.Loneliness will come whenever we wish someone to be around us but they are no one.
I dont think we ask too much larz.I told myself that they are buzzi,buzzi,buzzi..not that they dont want to call or maz me.I donno what is the fact but that was how i console myself.Pathetic huh??bo bian lei..Its the only way to chase that loneliness away.

Hahaz....Let the nature take the courses bax.Cox no matter how we express our feeling~they will never know.

I'm ok....

2009-06-11T12:36:00.000+08:00

Still under medication lei.I feel like my nose want to drop out le.Hahaz~
But i feel much better than the day before cox my parents and ahdear take good care of me,keep asking me to take medicine and take MC if still not feeling well.

Thank you papa,mama and learlear =)

Recently i realize people get influence by the surrounding people or things very easily,luckily my anti-virus is strong to kill all those.For what i thought is : "Just be yourself and believe in yourself","Cherish those who cherish you","never take things for granted"
Say is easier than done,yes i agree with this word but did you ever try?Why must you listen to frenz say when you think its alright for you to do so?They can only give you opinion and their 'thought' but what they say doesnt mean you have to listen to them=)
*wink*

why huh??

2009-06-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

Why do we surround by such people??
I'm abit by people.Lets say bout ahdear bax..
He work as a consultant/interviewer,an innocent and who is kind to everyone.But the people that he work with seem to be taking advantage of him and take his kindness/concern as rubbish!!Oh man!!Those people are damn ridiculous!!Dear dear dear....Everytime people take advantage of him,he just keep quiet.When people joke with him he laugh but when he joke,people say him or start to dislike him.Why human being like that de??Those people should wake up their idea lorz if not they will be the same as what they treat ahdear.I'll wait for heaven to take 'good' care of them=) cox i believe~

Dont say ahdear larz,my surrounding also got this kind of people..Only know how to say people,taking advantage and take things for granted.WAKE UP LARZ>....=) Ha!
Well~i've learn to let go which make me happier and i dont really care le cox wat i want now is to complete my Os then see how it goes..I want to join community club's netball,do sports,dance and lots more.
lalalalala~~my parents going to PULAU UBIN today and me???Working lorz.Sianz

Movie

2009-06-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

Night of the Musuem2 3/5
Alien Vs Monster 3/5

Yeahyeah...Both of the show that i have been waiting finally watch le.Watch with ahdear and my 2giant brother.Both of the show are hilarious!!

Due to school holiday,my night class also have vacation.This wednesday there's no class but will be going to school or library with josephine to revise/do our math.
Friday and saturday off day.No where to go so i intend to go and rebond my hair..Better nothing to do!!hahaz...I'm tired of my messy haair.Lets cut SHORT!!we'll seeeeeeee~

Snoring

2009-05-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

What is snoring?
You snore when the flow of air from your mouth or nose to your lungs makes the tissues of your throat vibrate when you sleep. This can make a loud, raspy noise. Loud snoring can make it hard for you and your partner to get a good night’s sleep.
You may not know that you snore. Your bed partner may notice the snoring and that you sleep with your mouth open. If snoring keeps you or your bed partner from getting a good night’s sleep, one or both of you may feel tired during the day.
Snoring may point to other medical problems, such as obstructive sleep apnea. Sleep apnea can be a serious problem, because you stop breathing at times during sleep. So if you snore often, talk to your doctor about it.
Snoring is more common in men than in women.

What causes snoring?
When you sleep, the muscles in the back of the roof of your mouth (soft palate), tongue, and throat relax. If they relax too much, they narrow or block your airway. As you breathe, your soft palate and uvula vibrate and knock against the back of your throat. This causes the sounds you hear during snoring.
The tonsils and adenoids may also vibrate. The narrower the airway is, the more the tissue vibrates, and the louder the snoring is.

How is it treated?
You may be able to treat snoring by making changes in your activities and in the way you sleep. For example:
Lose weight if you are overweight.
Quit smoking.
Sleep on your side and not your back.
Limit your use of alcohol and medicines such as sedatives before you go to bed.
If a stuffy nose makes your snoring worse, use nose strips, decongestants, or nasal steroid sprays to help you breathe.
When you sleep, use a device in your mouth that helps you breathe easier. This device pushes your tongue and jaw forward to improve airflow.

If these treatments do not work, you may be able to use a machine that helps you breathe while you sleep. This treatment is called continuous positive airway pressure, or CPAP (say "SEE-pap"). In rare cases, your doctor may suggest surgery to open your airway.
Snoring is not always considered a medical problem, so find out if your insurance covers the cost of treatment.

Movieeeeeeeee

2009-05-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

TOnight will be watching Night at the museum 2 with ahdear thennn tml after my work going to watch ALIEN VS MONSTER with my brother and ahdear.Huhuz~Have been waiting for quite sometime le.SO happy=)

Yesterday night i accompany jes,lily & angie eat porridge at A1 upp thomson.We chat till around 12 and while chatting with them,i realize people have the choice to lead the kind of life tat we want and for those who cant accept you let let it go cox frenz is every whre.I'm juz wondering why some people say they cherish you but the way they treat us was like taking advantage!?Didnt they notice it?? hahaz..

In my days,i have learn to let go alot of things.Alot of thing which is beyond my imagination and control.I will create more and more adventure in my life from now on..=)
Lets hope so bax..Hehez

Something is missing lei

2009-05-22T15:21:00.000+08:00

Sitting down alone and start to think what is missing in my life.

Best Frenz? - Cox of working,studying and spent most of the time with love one make me have less fren.But where are my fren when i really need them?Do they thought of me?Hmm~i wonder.Well~I never jio anyone of them play mahjong le cox i dont want to hear anyone to say stuff,'giving in to me' tolerate etc..
Although its just an expression and thought but it does leave scar.Is there a machine which can totally take away this?I hope there is,cox its toturing me =(

Sports - My parents dont allow me to join dance lesson due to some issue.I know its for my good,they dont want me to get hurt so ask me to keep a distance.I'm thinking what i'll do to cover my dance.Hmm~Once in a sunday go gym with bro and ahdear,monday go swimming with my mom.Tues - Fri working and studying.That will make me buzzi isnt it?

Revison - Examination is just 159 days away.What i have done??
My revision start next week.Really have to start.I'm far away for my A Math.Going to hire a tutor to sit beside me and teach me!Yes i have to do this to pass my A math.I'm afraid of Oral...I hate oral..I donno why but i just hate it.I've start to read at least one compo per day to improve my reading cox my reading s***s....And you know what?My oral is on july..Both english and chinese..*pheng*

Frenz - I like to gather frenz around once in a blue moon but they jux dont give it a damn,which make me feel like a fool.So damn angry.Some frenz dont even bother to give me a reply.Well~what to do??I'm wondering i have so many frenz..Why do i only care this group so much and left out others??I will start to treat everyone the same.Ha!!

I will only cherish you if you cherish me.If not please get out of my life!!=) ehm ehm..sorry =)

I'M BACK

2009-05-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

Ding Dong Ding Dong
The trip to Genting is so much fun larz!Me and ahdear have been more than 10 years didnt go up to genting highland le.Really a big change.BIG BIG CHANGE!!There's outdoor and indoor theme park,3 CASINO..The Genting Casino,Hollywood Casino and the Starworld Casino.Its so much fun.We only bet 50min cox some table MIN is 50Rm..Overall we won of cox..Hahaz..Luck!

On our first stop to genting,i hurt my finger in the TOILET,then kena scratch by ahdear's finger nail on the next day.Hahaz!!Playing bowling time,my finger nail broke then~~my thumb was hurt by the bowling ball...Bleeding..So suay -_-"

Nothing much to say bout the trip jux exciting and cool!!
I've never dream that the theme park is so cool larz=)Oh well i've upload the pic on facebook and friendster.Take a look if you are free.Its my anniversary with ahdear,so most of the pic only US=)

We,hoping to have a better and brighter tomorrow.

Schedule
Fri [22/5] - working
Sat - Working and Movie ing
Sun - Woeking 10-6 and ??
Monday - Swimming with mama
Tuesday~Friday - Working and study
Sat - working
Sun - K ing

Be the first to know!!hahaz...

2009-05-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

Above is the present that i made especially for ahdear=)

The above frame is made of cross stitch : Mickey Minnie cox it give us a deep impression during our trip at hongkong.The photo note album all contain our FIRST TIME.Eg : first time we met, Our 1st month,1st time celebrate my birthday together,1st trip to HONKONG,1st CNY,1st valentine,1st trip to GENTING(this sat so the page tem is empty)
1st time celebrate anniversary,1time write to him,1st time write lyrics.....All together 12pages mean 12month ->1year =)

I hope he will like the present.Well~how am i going to give him?1st~the frame already pass to his sister,which mean,Jo will help me hang up or place some where at his room.A surprise when he's back on the 19th.Then~we meet up for dinner at singapore..I place the album note at my table..Etc....How it goes???Just hope he love it=)

Happy mama day 2009

2009-05-11T12:32:00.000+08:00

Tian xia de mama dou shi yi yang di.

I bought essence chicken and a coffee chocolate cake specially for my mama.She look surprise ehz cox i didnt out a word at all regarding mama day recently.So exciting and shiok seeing her that way siax.Hahaz!

Poor mama have been taking care of didi since he fall sick.Now didi recover le,but my mama look abit lack of energy=(Hope after she drink the essence will feel much better .

Due to no man power,i have to work 13days without rest day.Tired larz but have to endure=(i cant wait for this sunday lorz..GENTING!!Huhuz~

I have taken leave from 16 to 20 of may.Such a long holiday who dont want to have it right??Shiok ohz!!Finally i have time to take a break.But after celebrating and holiday,once again i have to start prepare for my Os le=( shoo shoo~throw that away..Enjoy first more important..Hahaz..

5more days to genting.. =)

I love my Template

2009-05-08T17:01:00.001+08:00

Finally I make it look different.

While rearrange my template,i notice alot of stuff are waiting for me get it done.You will never know it until you saw it or realize it.Well..I will get it done as soon as possible.

Recently i have decided to to do alot of thing.My B M W planning,my homework,my outing etc..I've starting my B W M plan since the day and as for my revision,yes i did too.Especially math revision.I'm trying to get use to write at least 1 compo a week to improve my writting.As you know alot of singlish being use by me =)

Singlish and english really have a big gap in between.Although its a short words "Le la lo oh sih ya"but it have been a virus to me or should i say to everyone?hm~I'm trying hard to get rid of it cox i'm afraid it might affect my writting during exam.

Yesterday i went to SEAB page to check examination timetable,the exam start on 26th october.Still have June,July,August,Sept..Less than 6month.All the way Kimberley..
After my anniversary celebration with ahdear,i have to chiong le.Dont worry,i will still have fun in the same time =)

Cheerz to everyone out there and cheerz to Reena Yeo!!

I'm loving it =)

B M W

2009-05-07T16:57:00.001+08:00

I thought of customizing my blog to make it look more attractive lei.But seem to be quite troublesome.See when i'm free then decide again bax.

I've decided to plan my living and evrything must go by planning.
First : B M W
B : Bus
M : MRT
W : Walking
T is not in my dictionary anymore unless there's a need then i'll slot in.

I'm planning to celebrate my papa's 60th birthday this year.Min must save up 1K=)
Start this month muz save at least $100.

Economic really bad now adays..Have to Save save and save le..

2009-05-06T15:32:00.001+08:00

Things will start changing...

I've noticed

2009-05-06T11:14:00.001+08:00

Maybe that's life and we have to accept it.
I hate this for being the middle one.I hate this for being the one who spoil our frenship.Without this,we wont end up this way.I donno how to put up the matter but its so empty in my mind now when i know you galz have been saying all the stuff behind me.The feeling is like an arrow shoot through my heart,its pain.

Seem like you galz donno me at all.Everytime after playing mahjong,i want to call you but thought that you maybe buzzi working so i didnt.Evrytime is the same..I wanted to call you but scared disturb you so i didnt.Maybe that's why~

Haiz~after hearing the explaination,i realize something..
Why people start to worry just when others found out??

Hope we will have a better tml..

My days

2009-04-24T16:19:00.000+08:00

19/04 ought be the day we went to zoo.I'm so piss off!!
Reena back home at 6.30 A.M in the morning,by the time she wake up already 10.30am.Then~she suggest to meet at 12 instead of 11am.Kinda of late lorz!!she told me "she headache then she told me that little people go only not fun ehz."The "" sentence meaning??Well~very obvious..I ask her go rest lorz.She told eve i'm the one who dont one to go.So damn sad larz..She dont understand at all lorz.So long de fren le stil like that..Haiz..nvm larz..Then we change plan to play mahjong at my place with eve and sebest.Reena suddenly maz me ask whether want to have steamboat for dinner.I say ok,then i ask her to ask others.I wont ask le.She ask everyone and you know what??End up only me,eve,ahdear and her went.So lamn lorz...After we finish eating,alau &maqrius came.Well~~hahaz...We watch them eating then we play games whereby cannot say the word me,you,him,her so funny!!cox the fries cannot finish so we play who say that who have to eat.We took some picture.=)

Hahaz~ya larz..No matter what we are stil fren.If you know me well,you shouldnt be angry with what i say cox i will say it only when i'm angry but after that i'm ok de=)

Hmhm~let me say bout my condition.I've been feeling giddy for many days..Yes!low blood!!..
Feel damn giddy every morning lorz..Then yesterday..Damn suay..my throat swollen!!Gum swollen!!pheng...already no appetite le now cum like this.Haiz~~pain ='(

Organizing outing to zoo on the 19/04

2009-04-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

Do people appreciate what they have?
Tomorrow is the day our outing will be.Feeling kinda of exciting and nervous.Why am i feeling nervous?Because i'm visiting our 'frenz'.Huhuz~isnt that sound fun??Riding horse and elephant.See how the donkey kick their legs,how the pig ooik ooik,how the bird fly,how the bla bla bla~Cool!!!!
This outing specially for '7 sister' : Reena,zhumeimei,sebest,eve,ping2 & shirong.All i can say is "ITS HARD TO ORGANIZE AND ITS IMPOSSIBLE MISSION TO GATHER EVERYONE!!"
Oh man~damn sh*t lorz..I organize this like months ago,that time everyone say okok,sound fun bla3~only zhumeimei told me cant be sure cox she in the new job.As for Shirong~dont need to say larz..No reply!what the~damn angry lorz.Nvm~For making more people,i also ask kel,alau,maqrius and our gf's bf go.Ahdear,Alau & maqrius very on.Then eve's bf say want to bring frenz go cox eve dont want him to go back home alone taking train.I was like -_-"? [He is a big guy ehz]But its ok larz..More people the merrier mahz=)
Then~suddenly!!eve call me and say she and bf wont be coming cox the bf's fren working til bla2 and will be at zoo only around 3 then waste of money to be there for jux 2-3 hours.Haiz~why like that?Jh only cannot go with you mehz?Sianz diao lorz..I told Reena and she give Eve a call.Then suddenly eve say she is going.But very unwilling lorz.
Yesterday ping2 sms me say wont be going.What the~and Reena happen to be the first to know again.Haiz..So damn sad larz.They never put me in their heart lorz.Then for what i keep thinking of gathering everyone and organize outing?I told Reena this will be the last time i organize outing and if next time i ask,and they dont want to come~i dont care so much le.You want you come,dont want,nvm.That's the only things i can do le larz.Tired of it!

Hahaz..Say so much of anrgy and sad stuff siax~BUT!!will never affect my mood from going out with others tomorrow..Huhuz~
Anticipation~~ =)

Wish

2009-04-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hope my days will be better....

Time is short

2009-04-07T10:55:00.001+08:00

When times ripe,you'll know who truely love you,and when its time to let go,you have to let go.
My parents have been overseas for 4days le.Sat i cook green bean soup,bit plain lei =(
In the same time,i prepared 1dish of vege & chillie chicken..Yummy~~Cox of the failure making green bean,i tried again on sun..Hmm~not bad siax...Hahaz..I fried fried rice for lunch & guess what?I cook mee for Sebest,eve,ping2,dage,didi,ahdear during dinner time.Its so perfect!!!=)
Hahahahhahaz~~then yesterday i prepared Curry Chicken,Egg and chillie ikan bilis and nut2..Thought cant finish,but it does eventually..Yummy~~the taste of curry with rice is jux nice.Yeah~Success!!=)
Cooking is fun but in the same time,cooking needs patient and precious time.I love cooking but thinking of what to cook is a headache.Well~jux that few days..
Today onwards wont be cooking le cox working and studying..Hmm~

Yesterday have a fight with ahdear and he 'accidently?' kick my waist's bone.Its so painful till i drop tears..Blue black this morning.He apologize to me and say its normal reaction.
I'm so angry yesterday.Eve n ping2 maz n console me.I'm surprise that they know my feeling.Haiz~life is like that lorz..Nothing is perfect.But i dont like he only show care with no one around.Even if i told fren he so good bal3...no one will believe cox what they saw is not what i mean.Its hard..I can tolerate anything but not repeating myself.Sometime,really tired of repeating myself.
Logical : What you'll do to a door if you going out to throw rubbish??
Ans : Open gate,out,close gate and go..
You knw what he did?He jux leave the gate open and left to throw rubbish.I'm so angry larz.Cox i've told him many times le.Clothes,hanging of clothes is part of his problem..Haiz..Why siax..
He everytime do things got head no tails??I really hope he can change that lorz..I've been repeating myself like a crazy woman..Then~instead of him saying ok..He argue with me.What the~if it were you,will you feel angry??Been telling him different family,have different kind of living style..He say yayayayyayay if nag but guess he nvr listen in..So damn sad..Is it so difficuit??No clothes to wear happen this morning.Told him before,take out clothes or see if you have clothes to wear the next day.Everytime i told him,he will argue and say....Dont have to larz i wear what also handsome...Its not regarding handsome or not ok..So angry larz..I going to be late for work yet i help him iron the clothes early in the morning.When i told him again this morning,he say ok.He apologize..
I know why you qianjiu what i say lorz..Cox you feel guilty that you've kick me and the baluku on my head.Wont last de larz..Few days only then you'll be back to normal..
Sianz larz..Why like that one siax??I hate guyz!!You told me you are different..But you are not.

damn s*** larz

2009-03-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

I'm totally out of control.
Hahaz..Say this really make me feel damn suay larz.
So coincidence till i've got nothing to say.
Dont say mahjong,cox it consider of the the gamble games.Either Win or Lose.
Lets say bout yesterday on my way to work.
I leave ahdear's house as earlier than be4,but waited for bus for more than 10mins,thought i'm going to be late.Hahaz..not really late,i reach the club's bus stop exactly at 45.I saw the shuttle jux infront of the bus that i abroad,when i walk down the stairs,my shuttle bus left.
WTH~
I was thinking wahz,so suay ahz..Nvm~lots of cabs on the road..
Happily walking at the pathway,*tuch-rup*Bird sh*t.WHAT THE~
And its at the yes button.OMG~so damn****
Lots of cab but all at the middle lanes,noo one want me siaz..So idiot lorz.
Hahaz...dramatic right?*pheng*
Today i'm working at5pm.Recently life have been the same almost everyday.
Working in the morning&night schooling thats what i did from tuesday till friday.Monday night having dance lesson,spend most time on mahjong every sat and sun.Its not boring larz.
Its fun though=)

Happy 10th

2009-03-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today is ahdear & me 10th month le.
Time really pass
Whenever i saw fren or stranger holding their kids,
that makes me have an indescribable feeling.
How i wish i can have a own home,family & kids.
Wow~that will be great isnt it??
BUT!when ever i thought of problem a family will face,babies crying..
husband & wife quarreling,financial.OMG~so scary.
Hmm~let the nature take the courses bax.

This few days have been working and studying.
Pon lesson today,
feel tired and headache.

Its a nice feeling when you hav someone by your side when you need them

Life is reallly full of excuses,nonsense,hear-aching & horrible sometime =(

2009-03-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

Recently i have been staying at kel's place due to work the next day.I can handle life with work n school in the same time,but!i cant stand to have a family member who is not being supportive.I'm not using anyone's money to pay for my school fees nor personal stuff like phone bill.My mother seem to be over-board sometime.Yes!Money is important,to anyone.Anyone including myself.But who will believe if i only have 100+ to spend every month?I'm not blaming anyone cox i put money for saving,help pay house electril bills and give my mama.What does my mama want more?I'm getting tired to live under one roof with her larz.Annoying & irritating..I will leave one day.That is what i told my papa.Dont try my patient.I have my own stuff to do as well okay.I never take money from you all since.Cant you all jux spare me??Give me a space to breathe??If you think clothes to many to wash?then i shall say its ok,i can wash myself.You guyz know something?If i wash myself,my mama will say i wasting money bla bla bla.I cook,she say i wasting gas and make the kitchen dirty.What the~i'm so damn f***ing angry and irritate lorz.This cannot that cannot..Sound like i'm a bad daughter.Excuse me..If you think you can find a good daughter as good as me..Please go ahead!Haiz..So damn upset bout her larz..She really need to get herself a part time job to make herself stay out of the 'evil'.

Kim to Mama:Mama.can you stop talking bout money n stay happy??Its heart-aching you know?You are so near yet i feel you are so far away from me.

The days is so cooling

2009-03-03T13:04:00.000+08:00

"Its the matter of time"

This few days have been working and studying.O level seems to be not as easy as what i thought of.Think have to really work hard on it=)

Quite a few minor n major problem happen this few days.Regarding stuff like house etc..consider Major?Ok~this few days i've been reading newspaper.It contain lots of information that i've lack off.English can be as simple but its the matter of time n affort bax..Let me talk abit of my first lesson last week.Poa(principle of account) on tues seem to be fine with me,the teacher is quite fine for me cox i find that he can really teach in a simple way n easy to understand.Wednesday math definitely good cox its Mrs Kim,my N level teacher=)Hmm~Thurday chinese is the horrible teacher i've ever seen so far.He is so lorsor n full of nonsense.Friday,english look fine for me,the teacher is abit strict..I dont understand why the school ask him to teach cox he have not been teaching like 8years le.Now he is working at Airline...What's the link??The first lesson,he asked student to write an essay of 350-500 words regarding the "singapore current economic condition"Next week have to write terrorism.Aiyo~what to write bout siax??

The video Marius & me : Chris Brown,Wall to Wall , 02/03/2009

I hope the decision you've made will not let you have any regret=)

2009-02-24T14:00:00.000+08:00

My 9th Month anniversary gift from ahdear.Huhuz~~ Ohz man..Isnt it sweet??Huhuz..So sweet of my ahgonggong dear=)Well~this few days have been staying at home play mahjong.Sebest,ahdear,maqrius & me then on sunday is ping,ahdear maqrius & me.I lost but happy though cox playing mahjong is just passing time.Yesterday during dance lesson we do whacking.*pheng*Today whole body is aching..I want to train hard for front split again and 4-6pack.Huhuz~interesting=)

This week onwards i'll be working morning shift le cox night have to go school=( bit sian lei..YOu know what??i went only and check out regarding the CPT[certificate in pre-school teaching]Wah lau its so expensive lorz..One semester around 3k siax..Thought of dropping that lorz..But~i think i'll go n get experience no matter what.

This is the shadow video record on monday,23/2/09 around 10pm..

Nightmare

2009-02-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

May god bless
Today i wake up with a horrible nightmare.It sound scary for me cox i dream bout my grandma be4The scenario almost the same lorz..This time,i dream bout my papa.Die in the durian seller's hand.Cut his body and place it inside the durian.OMG~why i'm dreaming bout that siax..Guess where it take place??You wont believe it.Its at INDONESIA and so coincident,my parents today went indo...I'm so scared..By the time i struggler to get up,already 0614..Still early but it make me feel i've slept for quite sometimes..SCARY~~~~

I love raining days..Close my eyes and listen to the rhythm of the rain,hoping it will wash away all the sorrow and unwanted memories from my mind.After the rain is gone,i could see the big sunny sun again..That make me feel brand new..Take a big breathe and live on with only the sweet memories & stay happy.

The Video-Song that we are dancing on monday and next week..

Tell ya...It sexy~~huhuz

Happy Valentine 2009

2009-02-15T16:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Happy 'Niu' Year Fa Ya Fa Da Cai.& A Happy~~Va-len-tine =)

Its the first time me n ahdear celebrate Niu Valentine..Hahaz..Surprise by him : delivery a bear with 6roses on it..Big BEAR..huhuz..No surprise for the roses cox uncle kumar show out horse leg(lou chu ma jiao)Unexpected ahdear send bear2 lorz,its a huge n cute one though.My Turn to give him..a valentines day card,a card hoping he'll feel warm n cold in the same time..Jux like in a relationship..We'll have war n sweet time..Hehez.We went to have dinner i donno whre,all i know is near the singpore river if im not wrong.Spent quite alot,i prefer having western food like mac or food at hawker centre..Eat till shiok n full lorz..Well~once in a blue moon so its ok larz hoh??hehez..After that we thought of singing K de but by the time we reach the party world,they say already full..So nevermind lorz.Went home n ask ahdear to wash leg..TENG TENG~~A bunch of flower pop out in front of him.I made myself de lei..I find it very beautiful done lorz..hahaz..BHB??huhuz....~

Hope ahdear appreciate the gift.

Money is not the matter,cox i made it with sincerity especially for him..

Thanks for the preparation my dear =)

Frenz

2009-02-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

Friendship poems describe what makes a good friend, as this best friend poem does.

Whether the day is good or bad,
Whether I feel happy or sad,
If I have a need, you’ll comprehend;
You’ll be there to share and be a friend.

Other people may fill my day,
But never in such an important way;
We support each other ‘round all life’s bends,
It feels so good that we are friends.

Everytime i read regarding friendship,Sebest,Elene,Mag,Carol,Evelyn,Eve,Ping & you will appear in my mind.The memories that you guyz give me really sweet indeed if not it wont come straight to my mind.I love you guyz..
Today i receive a maz from you saying 'oh ya my song still with you,when can i get it?'This sentence may be simple n mean no harm.But why do i sense like i owe you?Actually i want to reply you back excuse me its i'm helping you to find the song not owing you the song.Because its you,a fren that i dont want to lose and dont want anything happen to our friendship thats y i reply you politely when we meet.Haiz..Why you'll contact me only when you need song or lyrics??Its hurt you know??When you are happy or sad,eve is the one you contact.I'm not jealous,honestly i'm not.Will you admit environment change people?Will you admit you change??Hahaz..you wont cox we know you too well le =)

No matter what..i hope you n your bf doing well.

Happy Valentine to everyone of you =)

I've made a card n bunch of flower for my gonggong dear..

Will put up tml ok =)

Huhuz..

2009-02-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

Dancing is alwayz fun.

The Hand clap

Last day of chinese new year

2009-02-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

Feeling low & full of sorrows..

Huhuz..Today is the last day of chinese new year wohz.Ytd play mahjong with ahdear ping n sebest.Lost 58.5..It was so fun lorz..Hmm~but donno when can play again cox ny over le plus i'm starting lesson soon.For sure my papa will nagnagnag.

I donno what to write le lei.All i know is my life is lack of colour recently.I was thinking when will i stop studying ehz.Cox after Os i heard have to take CPT first before taking ech diploma.CPT need around 2 - 3K to finish the course well thats what i heard from my fren n a childcare teacher.Accounting also need that amount,as for Electronic & maintenance need 3-5hundred to finsh a short course of only few weeks.Why so expensive huh?Haiyo..Thought of that really scare me siax.

Today is my hiphop lesson again =)

The expression of\\you

2009-02-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

Its alwayz hurt whenever i thought of the pass.I donno why but all stuff will automatically comes into my mind whenever i'm bathing.Kind of feeling like going to be mad.Hmm~when will i really out of the circle?It does hurt..Really hurt.Yesterday my mama n i talk bout my grandmother..Thought & talk i start to miss her again..Every now and then..Her expression..her last tears on my hand,keep flashing in my mind.
Although the past already pass but that doesnt mean i have to forget what already happen.There was a time,someone ask me : 'what you'll do if --- dont recognize you?' Straight away i answer i'll be damn sad.But when i am alone,i think.I'm the one who run out,do i have the right to feel sad??Hmm~maybe..i should jux treat that as a dream.A dream that i will not want to be dream of again.
Yesterday night i have a nightmare.Horrible..I dream of ahdear n everyone left me.Retribution..I left all alone..Terrible feeling till i cry in my dream.Force myself to open up my eyes.Sweat~see the time only 04.18am..This is not the first time i dream of that siax..Horrible terrible incorrigible..Hmmm~

can i just have a simple life??

Will everyone really accept for who i am??

Lets hope so..

07/02 - Register for my Os

09/02 - Start dancing again lei..huhuz

Da nian chu 3

2009-01-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 'Niu' Year Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

Niu nian xing da yun..

Da Nian Chu 3 received 5 hong bao but total up of $80/-.Huhuz~although not much but i'm satisfied with it cox as long as given willing-ly de i will accept happily as well =)

Yesterday Reena,Ping,Zhumeimei,eve & si bai lian went my place n bainian.First we play banlak,in between then bluff together with ahdear & my 2 brothers.I win money though but poor ahdear lost $46 & Dage lost $20++..Hahaz..Happy can le larz hoh dear?Bu zhi bu jue zhong already pass 12.Every1 went back except eve.She so gian to play mahjong so i called sebest to come back.1+We start playing..Pongpong,2Tais,Zhimo,3Tais,4Tais blablabla and lastly ahdear hu man,5tais $8.00 $16.00.I should win de lorz but end up i lost $17.5,ahdear $11.5,Eve $36+.The only winner is sebest.*pheng*Hahaz~

Kelian de ahdear today wake up very early at 7[keep delaying till 7++lorz]for driving lesson.As for me,i think i have to take away the habit of taking cab le.Recently or should i say after being together with ahdear,i begin to take cab occasionaly,1week once,2days once n then..everyday everywhere i go.10trip already $100+ le.then how bout around 25 trip?huff~so much lei!!=)

I will reduce my sleep n save money de.School start somewhere 23 of feb n i really will be very buzzi doing assesment etc etc.Beside that,i'll focus on my dance too..huhuz!!Jian fei and i hope as time goes by,i can get back my split.Lets pray i wont get muscle pull after that again.Damn sh*t lorz..=)okok~lets say bout my plan tonight.

Actually i'm planning to bring my family to watch the wedding game tonight after my work.So coincident tonight is the only day can help zhumeimei celebrate her birthday.Hehez..So~thought of giving her surprise at my place tonight.May-be i'll bring my family to a movie first then~celebrate.Very rush but i think is ok cox eve n sebest only will be free after doing their stuff ard 11.Lets hope she'll get surprise as what we've planned=)

Yuki,May you rest in peace n have a better life in your next life.I'm sure everyone will always remember you including Kelvin Ng[my dear]

Cherish is what i'll do in every min every sec.Wont give up any chances that given to me=)I'll work hard & Play hard.

Its hard to forget some1 you love be4,its impossible to forget some1 who you love.

Da nian chu 2

2009-01-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

Happy "Niu" Year everyone.
Da Nian Chu Er yet i'm sitting down here blogging while working.Hahaz~Sound interesting isnt it?What is Liang xin fa xian??you alwayz good at talking after you've cool down my dear.I'm not angry with you actually~i'm just disappointed with your words.Cox i told you be4 dont leave me alone,and please introduce me while going in the house or when any1 beside.You nod when i say that i think when your dajie erjie having bbq at the charlet??remember??
26/01/2009 Da Nian Chu Yi
Yesterday ard 11went to ahdear's place bainian.I like to go his place cox his family let me feel warm like my family=)We went to ahdear's tuako place to bainian.It was my first time seeing them,kinda of nervous & excited.I expect ahdear to introduce me to everyone.Yes he did when we first reach his tuako's place.I was so disappointed with his words n sad in the same time when we were at his ape's place.I thought he will accompany me cox i'm very new to the place & a stranger to every1.Maybe he thought i can get along easily with them bax but sorry larz..although i'm a very easy going person,i still need someone to stand by my side.Especially when your relative.Will you leave your galfren in 1 corner n you play mahjong??And thats when your gf first time go visiting your relative during cny??I never expect that to happen..Really..It was a bad 1..Terrible feeling.Received hong Bao from a stranger..I thought ahdear will know my feeling.He jux keep on playing till dinner time.He thought he understand but no he dont.Night time when at his place,i told him how i feel,instead of understanding..he arque with me.Saying this & that.Haiz..In the end,both of us face the wall n fall asleep.Wondering why cant he understand how i feel..I feel myself very kelian at that moment.I thought of taking my bag n jux run out of that house.I didnt..cox i want them to have a good impression of me.I want everyone of them to know i'm his gf not a stranger.It was hard to be..Even though i'm sad that moment,i smile..i stil smile~can you imagine how hard i've try??
Thought you'll understand..thought you'll apologize to me..you didnt.
Da Nian Chu Xi
Helping my mama do lots of housework since yesterday.Chinese New Year really make parents feel tired.And me.People around my age is having fun counting down with frenz,go romantic with bf,hanging out at zouk,parties bla bla bla~~i can be that too if i want but nope.i want to be a xiao shun 1..i want to be unique =)
Hving dinner at home n went have reunion dinner again with ahdear's family at sakura.Although i dont really japanese stuff but they like.Have different kind of style n taste.Not a bad one too.
Counting down at home 5 4 3 2 1 n call ahdear,bestie 6jiemei to wish them happy niu year.Time really flies i already back for 2 years.

Gals is more sensitive than guy.Dont blame gal for being unreasonble..Gals only want to attract attention.Please do treat gals well & Sometime..Hong-ing is a good tips!=)

A Present for mama & Serene.

2009-01-22T13:41:00.000+08:00

Well Well Well~~Gonna be Chinese New Year in just a few days time.Time really fly~how i wish i was a kid again.Holding granny's hand n visit house by house to take ang bao.Ha!!Hao huai nian ohz.Hmm~We shouldnt live like the past,we should do stuff even better n live happier than the past.I'm happy with what i have now.Family,Bf,Sister n All my goodie frenz.*cheerz*for that.
Ok~2weeks ago we buy food n gave my mama a watch as a present.That was so sweet of us to fulfil one of serene's wish that is TORTISE.Although we went jux awhile but well~at least we went right???We took lots of pic.

This few days have been buzzi with Hong Bao Bowl for men,ladies,junior & minor.
Chinese New Year around the corner,buzzi with da sao chu.
Soon will be buzzi with my studies le.7th feb going to register le =)

Have to stop n work le..Will continue again ..

Some Pics..More in friendster..

Sweet Memories will keep flashing in your mind.

Never forget who treat me good=)

Its present day

2009-01-13T16:38:00.001+08:00

I've been shopping n shopping recently with my mama,ahdear & fren.Next monday going to shop with reena n galz.*pheng*bngkrupt liao lorz!!
Few days back i went shopping with ahdear at lucky plaza n hmm donno what is that place call larz..Ahdear bought 2 shirt[black & white] $100+,as for me~bag $30,shirt$20,boots nearly $80 & we buy Sony Ericsson W530 for my didi at $260 cox he pass his PSLE..

I've received the time table for lesson le..Wow~really a tough decision for me again.Monday Tuesday Wednesday & Thursday or Tuesday Wednesday Thursday & Friday??Headache siax cox my counter haven employ new staff yet.*haiz*The benefit is..i study for free cox the government giving me around $500+++ to study..Its call the PSEA.

Me n ahdear buy a watch for my mama from Jo.Look quiet nice..Hope my mama will like that=)

Me & ahdear have been searching present for serene siax..No nice one=(

1stweek of 2009

2009-01-08T14:30:00.000+08:00

2009 is a brand new year indeed.I will be schooling again somewhere april til oct then exam.My dance lesson will start again next month after Chinese New Year.Reena will join abit later as she's afraid that she cant cope.Lets hope that she can succeed in what she's planning to.Coming up next will be chinese new year,kinda of boring lei,everywhere i go seem to be getting more n more quiet each year.Even though economic is bad,i still think everyone should celebrate chinese new year happily cox its a one year once.Eve say she wont be celebrating cox family can afford.Hmm~So sad..How i wish everyone around me can have joyable new year..*haiz*

Yesterday in the middle of my work,i went to see doctor,cox i feel pain somewhre my stomach.The doctor say i'm having stomach wind n ask me to prevent coffee,curry,chillie.*pheng*
Right is the pic of my medicine..DISGUSTING~~

And in the same day itself,i found the song that i've been seaching for from Michael Jackson : Earth Song.

This song brings me lots of memories when i was in primary school.This song have a lots of meaning,inspiration,motivation and it teaches me to be good.=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqeADZgjtpY

1st week of 2009 life is tired!!hehez..

Hoping to get on 2009

-DVD for family

-Refrigerator

-HI 5 Speacker

-New Handphone

-Boots for new year

End of 2008

2009-01-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

December is the month i earn alot.But cox of Chinese New Year,every year of this month,i'll spent alot.I give my mama 400 + 200 bonus.Bring her go shopping,bring dage & her do hair,buy clothes,treat family,buy dage's boots,buy home stuff,karaoke,dinner,taxi fare & of cox my shopping ard 500.After buying all stuff,yesterday then i started to count 600,200+,100+,50+,50+,150+ ,450+,300+ + + + *pheng* total spent me nearly 2000 in the last month of 2008??!!Cant believe it..Hahaz~luckily only once in a year,if every month,i sure 'pork' 1 lorz =)
Lets say ByeBye to 2008 & Hello 2009!!
A brand new year,a brand new life.As time goes by,we start to know what we are aiming for n what type of life we want.New year eve,as usual i went out with my parents n frenz.This year bit special cox my ahdear was ask to go as well.Although its with a group of uncles n aunties,still i have fun.Dancing at the hall,forming tutu train n walk around the place like siao lang.Ha!Sound fun isnt it?Well~indeed it is..Can u imagine how many people i've attract to while i was dancing in the middle of the hall??U imagine only me n ahdear in the middle n others all by the side..The ladies,uncle n auntie cant take their eyes off of me.Lots of eyes from here n there~~Hehez~~
Hm~i was thinking what kind of life i actually want?Think its hard for me to accept a life without dance bax.How i wish i can be back to cheerleading but haiz~impossible larz..Stupid eye..Beside dance,i will study hard for my lesson in 2009 this year n wont let any opportunity to slip away.Yes that mean i'll spend every single moment,every single time wisely.

Its always nice to know some1 u cherish do cherish you do..

Great perfomance!!

2008-12-27T11:46:00.001+08:00

*haiz*have a horrible mood today.No point saying le cox she dont understand also.I'm curious why and what is my mama angry about.Its unfair for me kena gun shot without knowing the reason.Hmm~Feeling damn low this morning.Gen ni shuo,if its related to money,for sure i will quarrel with her de lorz..Everymonth give her money somemore say i never give her to spend.Wah lao..400 lei,i earn more,i give more somemore lei..No good huh??Its unfair for me lorz..Other people earn money spend on their own,me lei??Pay own school fees,use own money to buy stuff,buy stuff for home use,evrything on my own..Why she was like ahhhhhhh~dont get it larz..Jux feel that sometime she quite unreasonable,nag le jiu suan mahz..For what keep saying n saying haiz~

Yesterday More than 10 of us went to watch MCO[marsiling chinese ochestra]'s concert perform by reena n gang.Wow~it was fabulous!!The super mario piece is so cute.But love the piece of ABBA : moneymoney,gimme,dancing queen & mamma mia..Mr Low[the instructor combine the songs into one piece..wow~amazing isnt it??Its really great!!a very well done performances.You can imagine they move every single note they play,wave to the right n left hmhm..music stop,everyone freeze with Mr Low looking back at us,light focus on Mr Low then suddenly they shouted Merry Christmas..Oh my~isnt it cute??
We took jux afew pics only then ahdear come to pick me up le=)
Home sweet home~

Happy 7th month anniversary

2008-12-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

The Song that i recently listen.Sang by Caoge & Fish Leong - PK

格: 你有坚持的事情
我也有我的个性
这次不让你 call我兄弟飙歌去
茹: 跟两个人有关系你却一个人决定
情绪谷底约好姊妹喝香槟
格: 最恨别人对我不相信
茹: 我向往的亲密是一起做决定
格: 干涉太多是囚禁
茹: 沟通太少是疏离
合: 爱有千百万种定义
茹: 三天不联络和解要被动
格: 不谈对错假装没冷战过
合: 想在爱里当主key 要抢到麦克风
茹: 三天泪狂流残局你来收
格: 虽然心疼不能摊手低头
合: 心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

Never thought of giving up anything,anyone,24hour for me is not enough so i cherish every single sec who i spend with. Huhu~today get result..Dont want to display here..All i can say is I"M SO HAPPY!!!I pass alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
To You : I'll still help you if i can,no matter what~we are still fren..Lets hold hand in hand and let our frenship grow even more beautiful n can lan =)
To You : Never give up becox of one try.

To You : I miss you jux like how much you miss me *shy* hehez..

19/12/2008

Happy 7th Month

Anniversary

To my dearest ahgonggong dear=)

Christmas is on the way..Hohohoz

2008-12-14T15:09:00.000+08:00

What am i going to do on the this special day?hm hm~think there will be a friend[papa de] gathering organize by my papa.Every year have de lorz..Well~its fun hanging out with the 'uncles' & 'auntie' lorz..*waiting*

This few day is zhong,bro,ping's birthday.This 3 celebration i only go for zhongsss,cox unfortunately during bro n ping's celebration i was working.Kinda of sad lorz~=(
Today is the last day of CHRISTMAS TURKEY SHOOT.1st for ladies is FOK KA WAI,Men is IP JUN YAT,Junior is TAN HUA YANG n the Bumper is RYAN CHNG.*phew*finally.

I'll be here..Jux for you=)

Dare to be different

2008-12-10T12:04:00.000+08:00

"Dare to be different! Stand up for what you think is right !" You don't always have to follow your friends, everyone has their own opinion on things. Choose to do the right thing or you might regret!"
Notice very few frenz have updated their blog.Everyone is growing everyday n work have become part of our life,if thats the case i hope everyone is leading a happy n healthy lifestyle.Everything is so cool this few days.Fren have start to ask me out as they know my exam already over n i'm 'gian' to gathergather.hehez..Well~hope ahdear wont stop me or hmmm should i say let me have some fun with them while i can.2009's life wont be easy for me cox i'll be continue my studies somewhere april til oct again..Hmmm~after that,each year i'll be taking course like ECH,Accounting,IT,Mechanic etc...Cant wait!!That takes time too..Hope everything go as smooth as a baby's skin..hehez..
Yesterday went to rock party world with Gladys,zhong&sianghao.Actually shouldnt be jux 4 of us de..Marcia jie last min got stuck by her experiment,sebst n gang donno most of them then andy koko i donno why never turn up.Hmm~but we do enjoying ourself..lalala~Sing song sang..It have been sometime since i saw gladys,she 'shou' le..I congrat her for that cox she have been wanting that to happen=)Special event for this meet up??hmmm~thinking of gather only,but cox zhong birthday is reaching..We celebrate that in advance..Surprise!!yeah..he was shock!!ta da~guess its whose idea??hehe...
In the same time we celebrate zhong's bithday,room 12 is celebrating too..Guess what..its WEIWEN,AHUA n gang lorz..Wow!!So surprise lorz..They celebrating weiwen's birthday.huh~what a pity he n his gf break off le..Shouldnt spent his 20 birthday like this de..Sad for him..But!!hahaz~he very strong de..I know..Btw,weiwen [guy]is a very good fren of mine in sec school.He very jiang yi qi de..=)
Hmmm~well..beside this..I wanna say "MY MAMA N PAPA IS BACK!!"HURRAY!!hahax..Life without them at home is so quiet.But nahz...We're old enough to take care ourself..Been playing Sims n neopet at home this 2 days..=)

I love you,you love me MAMAMIA!!

2008-12-06T12:13:00.000+08:00

Damn!!Hate people with no manners..I've been calling uncle Botak this 2days to pick me up at night but he didnt pick up my calls.Thought he got passenger so i wait for him to return me a call..2nd day i call again,still never pick up n no return call..Gugubird..So pissssssss offf!!complain to ahdear n decide not to take his cab again.What siax..Let him earn is like begging him to fetch me like that..Dont like lorz...Birdbird!!*peace*

Never want to quarrel with anyone be4.My family,my fren n ahdear.Sometime i think only bickering n arguement bax..He dont like,i dont like,,they dont like bla bla bla..Sort things out n everything is back to normal le lorz.*yeah*

My papa mama will be at indo till either tml or monday.Well~hope they enjoy their holiday there.I bu fang xin my brother at home siax..How i wish to be at home with them even if i have nothing to do,at least i know they eat fullfull n never fight.Hmmm~~never feel ease while working.All i think of is going back home early.But~~cannot..Cox uncle Kumar on leave,then uncle wayne is like..keep eating medicine then feel tired..i have to work overtime almost everyday..10+ lei..*sianz*Ohz,,I miss my mama.

usual

2008-12-04T10:51:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to write in here as everyday is the same.
2nd dec is my dearest cousin birthday,no matter where she is~jux hope she can be happy.Des!!I love you.I really do n i miss you.Time flies and you already left us 4year le,never think of what gonna happen tomorrow,but please do bless me..I knew you did jux what grandma did.Been thinking of back to dance school without reena,she seem to be so buzzi with other stuff.What if end up she say dont wanna learn?That mean i wasting my time waiting lorz?Der~i dont want..Ahdear seem to be disappointed on reena.I know he dont want to hang out with her le.Well~understandable..Who will want to go out with someone who didnt really welcome you?For me i also dont want lorz.!!hehez..
Yesterday is ahdear's papa birthday.After my work 9pm,straight away i go n meet ahdear at 1 of the bus stop that is near to the restaurant.Had dinner with ahdear's papa,mama,Jo,Jo's bf n ahdear..End around 10plus n back to ahdear's place.Chat awhile ,bath then orzorz le..Sh*t ahdear2 keep snoozing lorz..da du da du da du de...Tao yan si le..Ended up sleep only at 4am..*Tired* siax..Hmmm~tonight gonna sleep early le.Tonight my parent will go going to indo le.Left me n 2brother at home.*sian*
How i wish eve,reena,sebest can come my place to play mahjong.But I think reena n eve wont come,cox ahdear will be coming over i guess..Haiz..Hard siax...But i believe as long as i arrange properly,everything gonna be fine.

8.30pm now,feeling i'm in nowhere.*blank*My parent went to indo le.Think my house gonna be very quite lorz..Wo hen bu fang xin 2 brother at home lei..Hmmm~how i wish to be home with them..

Miss dancing

2008-11-28T15:48:00.000+08:00

No space for me to go anywhere cox i've been working,sleep,working & sleep.This kind of life seem to be so boring for me.Where is all the colourful life that i used to have?Hm hm~gonna get that life back...for sure=)Carol say she wanted to learn Jazz n yes,for sure i'll accompany her.As for Reena,she say after her Chinese Orchestra Concert then back to hiphop.Well~i'm ok with it though.I want to join back cheerleading lei..Dear~jiu rang wo hui qu mahz ok??If you nod head,i'll join back straight away de and i'll be very happy for that.Hehez..[i know is impossible]
Ahrz!!rusty le larz..I want to go back n learn my dance larz!!
tao yan si le!!So buzzi till no time..=(
25th dec should be the day i go to TAN TOCK SENG for check up,guess what?I totally forget bout that and i couldnt find my appointment card*pheng*Nevermind..for sure the DR FOON will ask me to go for that again de lorz..Sianz~~blood test etc.Tong de lei!!
This few day Our club having LEXUS CUP[Golf]yes,the LIVE you saw on channel 5.Cool isnt it?They even record the komodo dragon lorz..So funny.The bukit's colleague for sure very buzzi de lorz.Anyway~i'm not inside larz cox i take charge the bowling side only.Hahaz~*lucky*

Cherish with what you have now.Hoping work stress is not the cause of what you feel now.

Eve's birthday

2008-11-25T14:21:00.000+08:00

Have you ever thought of what you've said before?Sometime we never mean what we've said but others take it as a matter.I know this day will come but i know they wont make life difficult for me cox they care bout me.I know they will never ask me to choose among two of them.Sister n Boyfriend,i'll never answer this question.Its jux like a saying'choose either left or right hand' Der~NO ANSWER FROM ME..
Well~People change n environment do change people.Never blame anyone cox that's life.=)At least now i know the reason why reena like ignoring me.At least i know she dont like to be keep disturbing by ahdear.At least i know how she feel.*sorry*I never thought you'll feel i'm happy when you both bickering,cox i thought is a normal routine.Hmmm~as for ahdear,you know she is not the reena that you know at pub le so ya.Spoke to you yesterday..I know you wont blame her de right?I dont want to hurt anyone of you cox i cherish everyone of you in my life.I dont wish to lose anyone.As i told ya yesterday,i have everything~all i ask for now is 'happy' Thats it=)
Hope you can plan for your future..Nothing can stop you if you've decide what to do.Jiayou!=)

To eve : This thurs is your birthday le wohz.Actually i wanted to make a gathering on 11 11 this year again de but thought of reena n ahbee.Hmm~i'll try to change shift ok??Love ya!=)

Below are some picture taken on the 22nov.[steamboat]

Learn from it

2008-11-23T10:10:00.001+08:00

I guess everyone wish to have a simple n harmony relationship like i do.Who want to quarrel everyday n night?Who dont want to see your love ones happy?Well~i muz say both parties have the right to express their feeling n of cox both muz put in afford.After the 'quarrel' few days ago,everything seem to be back to normal.I dont think its a good thing to make things clear only when a problem occur or after you've gather all the 'bad's attitude or dislike.Its a very dangerous bomb,what if one of the parties cannot accept it n insist to be apart?Stupid nasty thing!!!!

Lets say alittle bit bout yesterday.Okay~yesterday 12of us went to have steamboat at one of the store at bugis.Celebrating eve's 20th birthday...Have great time be4 reena come.Hmmm~She's so near yet feel so far lorz.Reena,eve,elene,ping,sebest&seerong,we are still sister of cox its jux that we seldom meet up n seldom chat.When reena come,she didnt even say hi to me[mei li mao]That make me feel weird then~I always help her print lyrics & download song lei..Does she appreciate it or not huh??*curious*She n ahdear's 8 no not match so keep arguing/bickering with ahdear like nobody business as usual.Yes,we're best fren but sometime i jux feel that she only live in her own world.Well~thats reena.Never change.Nevermind larz..We're sister after all.
*Tired*

To Eve : Happy Birthday to you sis!!

That's the end?

2008-11-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

What you'll reply if your bf write to you :"Thatz why there are people saying that cannot be too nice to the girlfriend..If not such thing will happen...I ignored their saying..End up..."??

I believe in miracle,i believe in what oldest people say~the power of 'LOVE' is unlimited n wont expired if both in love with each others.For frenz who know my story feel envy and happy for me for having a nice bf like you.I've been telling them you are a very nice,understanding guyz,who will treat gf damn nice without listening what others will say.I never doubt your love actually.I also never take advantage of it as well.I only lack of confident n want you to pay more attention on me.Relationship is not a easy stuff for me,thinking of what happen in the past really hurt lots.And whenever we quarrel,i'll think evern more.You know why i feel 'fear' when bathing??Cox "loneliness"occur.Its the only place whre the loneliness can say hi to me.The sound of the water keep saying you are a very irrespondsible person!!You are a bitch!!you are nothing!!My brain start to think lots n lots of thing..I cant stop thinking what actually happen.I thought its already over but no~~I've no one to say to.I'm scared,i was wondering should i say to you??Will you laugh at me?All kind of things.Haiz~~you'll never understand the feeling larz..

I know you already start to feel what you dont wish to feel n dont want to go through it.I'm sorry if i make you disappointed.Well~that's life.I can't take serious joke,that's the fact.You're saying n hoping me to be ' mature' like what i usually ask you to be.Dear~I dont ask much,i jux need someone to care me more not control me more.I need someone who's much more more mature than me n do or say serious things in right time.I've been hurt deeply be4 as you know,i do hope you can understand me as well.

Nothing is forever is what i always believe.If giving up a relationship is easy,i'll choose to let go than hanging it out there without nobody cares.Cox its hurt.

No luck

2008-11-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

Everyone have different way to express thier feeling n action.I thought i can win her,but suez suez after 2nd game my thumb start to swollen n blue black[ouch]That was a pain one.Uncle Yeo helps me apply tinner to prevent getting worse.Then here come uncle jimmy,kel,john n some indian colleague ask me to jiayou all the way.High scratch game : 190 low game : 95
The 95 is so damn sh*t lorz..10frame n i split more than 7 frame.WT*~Suez suez suez..2nd position for the first 5 game game then buang 116 117 on the lane 1 & 2.Okayz~thats it.Not gonna stress myself le.Ask Laojie daphne n Aunt Sharon to beat her.And yes!!they take over her but you know what?She's jux 20+ pin ahead me.[phong]!If i know,i'll bowl higher til hand Damn swollen also ok.Hahaz~~Now i'm feeling ~ hmmmm~~not sad nor angry.Jux a bit pity lorz...
Okay~lets stop this championship things cox already over.Lets look forward for next year=)
I donno why but this few day i realize i'll think alot when i'm bathing.The sound of the water,the one in the mirrow,the fear~the sorrow,all the unhappy memories jux come in at that moment.Oh my god,what is happening?My brain will keep going round n round n my eyes began to search for help.I'm scared.Yes i'm scared~but i donno what i'm scared of.Really..Its torturing.
I dared not tell my mama,Reena,ahdear or anyone cox no one gonna believe n they will wondering why i become like this n for sure they'll say i think too much.Yes~~i might be.But why???i'm wondering tooo.

Life

2008-11-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

As time goes by,things will never be what it used to be.Jux like human being,everyone of us will gain and lose stuff at one go.We have to choose a right one.I'm curious of why that sarawak guy want to die in the white tiger's hand?What a crazy guy!!
Ahdear's home might be abit quiet without jo around.She went to australia yesterday.She have been 6month plus never see her darling le wohz,guess she feel nervous cum excited de lorz=)Hope you enjoy your trip there Jo!!
*E.LOL*Hahahaz~~~tml is our 2008 staff championship le wohz,so excited!!Never thought of winning anyone now.All i thought of bowl is to get a good score.Average of 150 up up up??hehez..
Actually tml i have to go TTS for a body check up n blood test*erhz*de,but i'm afraid that after the blood test,i cant bowl.So nevermind larz.Maybe next week then go bax.

Vent my anger

2008-11-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say=)
I'm jux curious of why some people love to make themself look like an idiot.Wearing tight pants while they are so errrrrrrrrr~Like they have a very good figure!!please larz..You already have a family and a mother of 2 le still act like you are 18.Donno limit de..Someone like you donno what is incorrigible,stil have affair outside,damn respect you lorz..'Whole' family stil can sit down n eat dinner together.You're having the affair like no body business n hold hand like no one is watching.Er xin lorz..As for you!!HAHAHA~~thanks to you man!!cox of you my bowling improve alot..I dont ask for much..Top 5 can le..Being a champion is what i wish to,but all is up to heaven..=) most important is happy bowling..Who cares you ahz...=)
I never expect you 2 to be so childish to spread around those stupid gossip.Skill n luck is the words okay..I'm being nice to you doesnt mean i dont have any expression or emotional.I believe everyone have ears n have our own mouth to say what ever we want.I jux wanna say,you'll get retribution!!**oops**Why am i being harsh here??Hmhm~~think its the only place i can get out of this stupid feeling bax,YOu think i like this feeling ahz.Tell you!!i dont. *bleh*

Championship is jux a week away.Wish me luck=)

The night

2008-11-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

First of all let me say thank you to my ahdeardear for taking care of me yesterday night.It was like the end of the world to me siax..Donno what happen it's jux like cannot breath at that moment.All i want is to sleep.

10-11-2008 when i wake up in the morning,i notice i lost my voice,sound so terrible.That morning,my mom cook me herbs to reduce my 'heat gas'.At the night itself.terrible pain start from my head to my throat.*bleh*i vomited.Its so disgusting!!Lots by lots~~when i open my eyes,i notice the 'stuff' contain blood n when i spit out saliva,its full of blood.OH MY GOD!!what is happening.I feel so scared so i shouted.My mom comes in and saw.She say drink more water n ask what i've ate in HK.I say what i eat,kel also got eat.So its not the food problem.I went to rest at my room,my mom comes in and help my 'KUASA'.Feel so relax after that,it really do help to reduce my headache then i fall asleep~~

An hour later,ahdear appeared in front of me*shocked!!*Was wondering why he came.He told me cox he miss me.Hehez~~*ps*=)he say i have fever,then he help me change towel lorz..THanks you larz=)He brought fish porridge for me n meehun kuey for himself.Nahz~end up he eat himself.Hahaz~ps larz..I really have no appetite.My mom bring in so call as 'soup' for me to drink.*waited*bloated after drinking.Then i run to the toilet..*bleh*this time round,i dont feel uneasy but shiok that i vomit all out.Maybe cox not digust properly lorz.

*tired*no second words i fall asleep.Thouth will sleep well through out the night,but no~the pain keep coming in n go.*ringringring*Alarm ring n ahdeardear gotta wake up and go to work le.I continue sleeping til around 12,shower with cold water.And feel fresh n much better.

Now i'm feeling much better.Thanks to ahdeardear n my lovely mama.

Hahahaz~~~

2008-11-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

Tell you a secret... Hong Kong is a cool place to go to!!

Ocean Park... where all the thrilling and exciting rides are at...

Disney Land... where you will enter a magical journey with the cartoon characters of Disney..

The Peak... where all the 'wax statue' of famous people are at.... 3 words to describe... "HOU SAI LEI"

Ladies Street and Temple street... idea of Bugis Village... all the pnee pnee qni qni things are at... smelly tofu... puke!!! Smell Like Dog Shit... BUT.... TASTE LIKE CHICKEN SHIT!!

*Copy paste from ahdear's blog*hehe

Some Photo First

Our Hong Kong Trip

2008-11-07T21:38:00.001+08:00

Yeah~Back to singapore yesterday night.The day before leaving Hongkong,i start to miss singapore's food,start to miss my bed~my mom,my home sweet home.I'll try to recall what we did.Okay~lets start with :
1st Nov
Its my daddy's 59th birthday.Ahdear n me actually wanna treat my family out for dinner but due to some problem end up only my parents turn up.Well~at least the birthday 'boy' came.We had our dinner at Novena.'zhen fa bo hai xian'*laugh*..Thanks Jo for helping us to get the watch as a present.Really appreciate it and tel ya~my dad love it=)

The night before we leave.[flight at 6.40am]
*excited*We didnt sleep through out the night cox we have to be at the changi airport around 4.30am.After the dinner we sent my parents home and we heading to ROCK THE PARTYWORLD=D*happy*We sing for 3hours plus and back home at 1.30am.Surf net til time up get ready n here we are at airport.As i never been to airport,the first impression was WOW~what a huge n nice place we have in singpore.I never thought it would be so big n advance.*walk*Terminal 1 and we check in.JETSTAR 3K691~Seat no 25A,25B.
2nd Nov
After 4hour,we arrive hongkong.Take cab n we reach TATAMI HAMPTON HOTEL.I thought our room will be much bigger than the picture shown but*pathetic*its soooooooo small!!!Out we go to have our lunch at near by place.We stay in the middle of MONGKOK & YAU MA TEI.Walking distance is quite ok.You'll never know how far you've walk cox shops all over the place.We went to ladies street n temple street for shopping.Hmmm~actually there's no much different between hongkong n singapore larz.The stuff almost the same.Its jux that the light,language is different and oh ya~When you shop at night,you wont feel tired as the light of the street make the road look bright jux like day time.
3rd Nov
Thought of hanging one day at OCEAN PARK,when we are out of the building*hush*=(it was raining.*sian diao*Went back to our room n thinking of where to go.*ticktockticktock*SHOPPING!!we went to TAIKU,CAUSEWAY BAY[at HONGKONG ISLAND]We had a ride on the TRAM.Its so cool~like train*tutu*Hehez..Shop around and never expect that we dye our hair n get my hair extend.
4th Nov
We spent our whole day at OCEAN PARK.Tell you!!Ocean park is one of the place you cannot miss out if you were in hongkong.Its a fun place~Its so advance lorz..Roller ooaster n donno what their name is.Aiya~hao wan jiu shi le larz!!
5th Nov
Hahaz~~its a fine day n here we go to DISNEYLAND!!wow wow~~My dream world.Its so cartoon inside there lorz.Love it!!we take picture with mickey minnie mouse.Daisy etc~~I'll never forget the day i spent at disneyland.They really brought lots of laughter for everyone.They look so cute.Minnie say i have a good figure,hahaz~they keep playing with ahdeardear's shirt lorz.As for daisy,she love ahdearahdear til hold him so tight.Hahaz~Ohz man~i love them!!
6th Nov
Check out hotel at 11am,left our bag in the hotel n we went to hongkong wetland.Hahaz~~very 'da zi ran' till we find its boring.=)Went airport at 5.

Will continue~~

'QUAN SHEN'

2008-11-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

BOO~~HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!
31-10-2008
Everyone in the alley is preparing to welcome the 'HALLOWEEN's' guest.Ha~ha~ha~~Not scary at all.In fact,its so dump dump funny.Everyone is like kalangkabot,Running here and there while i'm running here n there to disturb them=)But its better than last year though.Thought of working night 'shit' de but week ago promise the galz for dinner so i change to morning 'shit'.Hmmm~*sad*didnt get to play along with the 'scary' ghost.

Meet with Eve n Reena at Bishan 6.30pm to Bugis~its already getting dark by the time we reach.3 of us is hungry so we have a grab at 'quan shen'.We had fish n chip's meal,mushroom soup,icecream n drinks.Quite cheap.Estimation of $20 each.We had our dinner til 8pm n we went to take neoprint.Ta da~~hehez~will post it asap=)We plan to catch HSM3 at 9.40 actually,but cox that 'yifu'have to go to her cousin's place so last min we cancel lorz.*=(*although its already 9+ by the time we eat n take pic,reena n me stil go shopping at bugis village n bugis junction.*shopshopshop*The shop closed one by one,reena's left eye getting red so we decided to go back.Well~we only get 1 stuff each.Bugis is getting no fun le lei.Previous time,when ever i'm there,min i'll spent 150 for sure.But this time round? ?? ??

Take cab to ahdaer's place to fetch him.His luggage was like *wow*kinda of exaggerate but well~that's him.=)

1st Nov
Happy Birthday Daddy!!

Planning for Nov
-Online shopping start anytime after i'm back to singapore.
-End of NOV/head of DEC may be the start of my hiphop lesson again.
-14 is carol's birthday.
-3rd wks have to go TTS for Blood test.
-4th wks go TTS for check up.
-22/11 Celebration of Eve's birthday.
never forget treating Jo for PRAWNING=)

I'm surprise Karem[my sec/S-League cheerleading's base]now again in bang fai's

cheerleading team.I' happy for him n how i wish i'm their flyer again.

I know everyone is worrying bout my eyes,but i really do wish to

be part of them.Can i??

I over hit my target!!

2008-10-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

I believe Skill & Luck need confident to fight the war.

I always believe i can do well in almost everything if i have the heart to.I'll set a target n will try my very best to hit that,i know if i never try hard,i'll regret for sure.
Jux relax n watch the exciting show.[-.^]

My target for MQ is to hit over the 1st position.679,Sharon Ong.[I dare to say she's a good bowler among all]So if she win me this year,no surprise~My First try out is 691,take over her place le but i'm not satisfy with my result though.I try again yesterday night and guess what,i bowl 666 for the 4games at an average of 166.5per game.Plus handicap of 25each,total up is 766.WOW~hahaz~i can say that that's my average=)

I bowl 761[3game]plus handicap for single.Now~I'm satisfy.Gonna 'catch good fish' to bowl with me the mixed double[although now i'm in the position of 1st 2nd 3rd]hehez..*Greedy*?Nono~Is jux because nobody bowl yet larz..Everyone & even my boss all say this year i'm the only gal in the world.Hahaz~

I'll try to do well in everything i'm doing to prove to those office 'san gu liu po' *bleah*i can do it.

3more days to hk dear=)

Upgrade!!

2008-10-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

Gonna be time to change change change!!

2009 will arrive soon.Things that never appear will appear one day.I've learn lots of thing through every single surrounding fren and in the same time i'm sure they do learn things from me too=)Never you'll get love if you dont love yourself.I love myself very much.Instead of saying changing my myself,i should say i'm gonna improve myself~To be better.

Well~I'm quite satisfy with my life now.But my 2009 wish is to be get more better!Nothing gonna change my life=)

My life may be will change after this hongkong trip.Have to start revising my math,accounting n other courses le..Lesson starting at march..Other den this,Me n Reena gonna open an online shop for all the ladies shopper to shop like hell.[hehez]Will make the price reasonable n attractive.Its my wish i think 4 5 years ago.Before making anything,first of all is to make myself even look more better.Yeah=)

I'm sure we'll have lots of supporter!!*Confident lei*

Responsible in us

2008-10-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

"No one is perfect in this world and there's no stupid people but lazzi people"

I've never look down on anyone around me neither i'll scold anyone 'stupid' seriously.But why do people like to take advantage while they are treated good?*wondering*

Our bowling alley operating hours is 12-12,but both morning counter & mechanic staff have to work at 10 to do settlement & oiling the lanes.Everyday is the same routine~Come in,mahjong billing,do settlement,take water[drink coffee],read newspaper,online,update,makan,bowling,walkwalk,change & back home.*boring*hehez~slack huh?But you'll never know what our reaction is when the crowd suddenly rush in like alley is having big sales=)
Okay~lets go to the point instead.It happen this morning[24/10].When i'm here at 1pm,i saw my senior n i ask what is he doing here while he should be at home?then he told me the malay guy is on MC n he get a call from uncle eric n ask work only at 10.15am.House keeping auntie told me lots of member complain said that there's no one around in the counter to open the mahjong's room nor the locker.Well~when i heard all this,i'm speechless~Isnt it he should be working at 10am?If MC,give early notice or standby awhile larz..Usually he late for work already make the world upside down le,now suddenly take MC without giving warning.MIA lorz.. what can i say bout my this colleague except not responsible?Working at any place or doing anything,most important is responsible isnt it?Hmm~~Nothing much to say larz.This time round,really no one can save him le.Uncle gary say he gonna give him warning letter,which mean his 13th month bonus either will kena deduct half or nothing left.Not only that lorz,he also wont get the ABC grade bonus this coming december or salary kena deduct half.Very jialat lei..

If this really happen,hope he can learn to be more responsible to what he's doing n hope he'll learn to be more mature through this lesson.

Different people is every where,last few days there's 1 unreasonable member,L1108 Mr LAW.He's a weekend regular member who will bring his kids n maid to bowl at alley.On this particular day,only his kids n maid come,they want to bowl but the rules of our club is minor below 12 is not allow to sign any chit.We ask them to call their parent whether allow them to sign or will their parent be coming later.Then~~Come Mr LAW.OMG~here comes trouble.He scold uncle wayne idiot for not letting his kids bowl and walk toward me ask whether i recognize him,of cox i say recognize larz..He say to me in an impatient way : "do you recognize my kids n maid?"Der~Weekend so many member come,how i know who is your kids ahz?Plus usually he'll come with his kids what..*phiang*I apologize to him n say i dont recognize them.He's so angry n say 'you guyz are juz stupid'then he walk away..Insane guy!!
Uncle wayne sound not happy n want to talk reason with him then,but uncle wayne can say a word,Mr Law point at him and shout "YOU SHUT UP"..Everyone was stunned!!After sometime,he come to me instead of uncle wayne n ask for a lane in a polite way.See~it really depend on how you handle a person de lorz=)Happy ending..

23rd October 2008
--[H][a][p][p][y] [B][i][r][t][h][d][a][y] [J][o]!!--
Sorry for not going to your place yesterday.Your present pending first alright??hehez

21st October 2008
The last day of the staff league already over.My team get first position for that,also get team high game series n high game handicap.A total of $700 for the team=)Our staff championship 2008 qualifing for the MQ,SINGLE,DOUBLES commence on that day too.I've been trying to hit my target at 700 +..Yeah~761[4games] for single,Bowling doubles with Uncle Lim at 1104,with ho ge at 1070 n MQ only 691.Leading though.Hehez~~i'll try to hit 700 for my MQ maybe later=)*pray*Hope can get champion again this year.But a bit tough larz cox opponent quite strong lei...

Been more than 70s hour never see ahgonggong dear le wohz.

Jiayou in your quota oh dear=)

8more days~~~~~~~

What the~

2008-10-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

here pain there pain every where the painpain~

This few day donno waht happen siax~ass pain.Uncle wayne they all say better go for check up,they say it might be coz of spine.*sad*The only way to feel no pain is when i sleep.Hmm~Sorry to make you worry dear.I gonna be fine=)
I jux reach through the courses at BMC.The prices was like 'wow'but it was expected lorz.Will be taking the course together with reena n eve.Wondering n curious why they suddenly so keen to take the course siax.Hahaz

Counting down~

2008-10-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

*tick tock tick tock*

Been working overtime now adays.I'm feel so tired but bo bian lei,not enough staff~I cant wait for the trip to hong kong lei.First time i go so far away from singapore lorz.
Yeah~what ahdear say is right,been quarrel for small small thing.THAT STUPID IDIOT LARZ!!SMS & CALL ME FOR WHAT??MAKE MY LIFE DIFFICULT ONLY!!ZHEN DE SHI QI SI REN LE.SPOIL MY MOOD~

Hmmm~lets change the subject.

Lets talk bout my staff bowling championship.Well~it will be on the 17 of Nov and the victory banquet held on the 18Nov,island bowl.Okay~yesterday all the team's captain organize a meeting at island bowl.They decided to deduct 1/4 of the monthly handicap ANDDDDD deduct additional 5 for the champion last year,4 for 2nd position and 3 for the 3rd position last year WOW~which mean i my handicap will get deduct til 25.Have to bowl at average of 170-180.
*Phew*Really tough for me siax~lots of strong opponent this year.Joanne,sharon,saemah,siewyin,veenaa..Really lots de lorz..*long phia*

Have to train my pin 10 le..Have to aim more strikes =)

Sorry for being unreasonable this few days.

I'm so stress up by his sms lorz.

Well~dont worry..It wont affect our r/s de=)

My night at maple ktv pub

2008-10-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

The night is alwayz fun isnt it?

Every year around this month,SICC will give every staff $30 to make a 'staff gathering' but minimum of 10 people.Well~yesterday night is my 'group' gathering at maple ktv pub.Erm erhm~was wondering and curious of why they choose pub in the first place,*ask ask ask*and here come the answer (1) Uncle Tan's fren (2) My papa n uncle auntie want to drink (3) youngster want to sing.Then the organizer decided to choose pub.The pub look in a very old age,but funny lei it have 2 karaoke room.The sound system not very good de lorz.But who cares~at least we enjoy it.LOL~

Before ahdear come,i already feel the world is turning le.Haha~high huh??kena nag by him lorz.I eat some food then feel better le in the end,my papa n mama is the one who get drunk.Aunt alice was send to hospital n have to stay for medical n observation..Donno why siax~Heard cox never eat then drink.Haiyo~Really scared me siax~Hope she can discharge n get well soon.

Never thought its this way

2008-10-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

The empty heart.
Why loneliness come when we already have love n fren?Life is truely full of surprises n sorrow.Never get satisfy in anyway.You'll try very hard to get what u want but when u get it,you'll treat it jux like a piece of paper.When you didnt get what you want,you'll feel sad n feel like to cry out loud.Things never get right wheneva i'm feeling sick.That night keep coming to my mind this few days.Even though i have 'A comforting shoulder' from ahdear but the heartache wil stil never go.Why cant the wind or rain take all the sorrow away?*Deeply hurt* =(

This few days have been searching n taking note of the interesting places in hongkong.I'm sure we will have lots and lots fun there=)We gonna stay at KOWLOON[Jiu Long] there for 5day4night.Although the hotel is jux 2/3 stars,i find it quite reasonable for the price n facility there.Cox we going there for shopping but not to sleep =)Well~Have a enjoyable holiday is most important=)

Haiz~Doing all this online really make my eyes ache.Traffic light somemore*tired*This few days have been feeling headache n was like keep vomiting.scared wil get[gastric sour]siax.OMG!!I jux realize i'm having fever now,HOW HOW HOW??nevermind larz,can go home n rest soon.One last thing,#?&%!@?#!@#$%^&**^&%$#@$%^&*@!~~~~~!! *phew*
Haiz..getting more n more tired~~Whateva thing it is,i'll jux go along~

All i want is to be happy.

Nothing much i ask for but jux happy.

I dont like to be stress by anyone or give stress to anyone.

Life is so miserable sometime~

Lets celebrate

2008-10-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

Finally everything is~~ over..

Lalalalala~Last paper principle of account finally over.So damn happy.I'm free again.My feeling is indescribable again.HAPPY,Happy & happy de lorz.=)Hoping my math can get distinction.As for other subject,pass can le.Dont want to get disappointment by my result so that's enough.Since exam is over,Lots of thing to do next..Gonna continue my hiphop dance soon,anytime.Gonna learn to play dota so can join ahdearahdear play=)Gonna watch lots of show that i've left out.Hm hm hm~revenge~~hehez..

Planning to go shopping at Bugis with Reena maybe anyday next week.This coming monday,13oct have a colleague gathering at donno where the place is to have dinner n singing.They invite ahdearahdear too.*curious*Why they invite him??siao siao de~hahaz...My ahdearahdear getting more n more popular le wohz=)

Erhm erm erm..the movie 'CONNECTED' is so damn nice n so much different from what i thought.The painted skin story also very unexpected.This two show u guyz can go n watch.Really very the nice=)

You'll never know who is the one who betray you.

Ahdear,let them be who they are n never let them change you.

You are always you~No matter what..

I'll be here,for you..I'm sure your family n my family too=)

Dont becox of that stupid 'clown'make your day low okay??cheer up=)

First time k-ing with Jo

2008-10-04T13:09:00.000+08:00

Ding Dong Dung,Sing Song Sung~

On the 1st Oct which is a special day for the malays,yeah~HARI RAYA.A public holiday..Never thought of going anywhere cox i'm working =(
After work,went to ahdearahdear's place to have dinner.Yum yum~Curry fish head n others yummy food cook by ahdear's mama.Hmhm~Thinking of what to do next.*knock knock knock*I look straight to Jo's eyes n dah dang!Sing song sung come in my mind.HAHAZ~!We manage to persuade her to go along de lorz.Know she wont disappoint us de..hoh?Hehez~

There we are in the Bishan Partyworld,get to sing only until 12.The time flies slow~that night.The feeling is cool though.Actually Jo has a special voice its jux that she donno how to express out bax.Maybe too long never sing le?warm up few song and lalalala she did it.Sing til 'out of voice' hahaz~Leave the room at 12 n back home.*yarn*
There's alwayz another time isnt it??hm hm

EXAMINATION
Finally jux one paper left.The feeling waking up early in the morning before the sun arise is indescribable.Overall the papers are quite okay lorz.Last paper on the 7th nov,tues.Then~I"M FREE..
HOHOHOZ....Merry Christmas.So happy.

--*hurray*--We already book our air ticket to the hongkong.2nd nov til 6th nov.Believe it,the airport taxes actually is so much expensive than the airline ticket.Oh my god!!We' buy JETSTAR ticket as now they're having promotion,$88 per passanger.Plus plus plus 2ticket cost us $692.I'm not sure consider expensive or cheap lei cox usually is my parent or senior book or buy de.Well~I know it gonna be cool n gonna have fun in hongkong=)

Expect a better tml.

All the best to me*hiphip,huray ray* =)

What should i write '1'~

2008-09-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

*Thinking*

Hmm~looking forward for tml,looking forward for me n ahdear to hongkong,looking forward for everything,everything thatl is coming~

*tick tock tick tock*yet nothing comes into my mind.Let me say abit bout my long lost best indo fren,meixiang.The year of 2007 be4 new year she get married n now,she have a baby boy name RAFEAL,weight 3.2kg n 50cm is the height.Harbor of happiness=)Glad to know that she is enjoying to be a 'taitai'.Dont worry meicxiang,we'll meet up one day maybe few years later?hehez..*anticipate*

Another primary best goodie fren of mine,magdalene.Now she is having a 2nd baby lorz.Hope she is leading a good life.Reena yeo ting ting,a sister of mine now working in the same place with my bestie neighbour fren,eve.Well~can see that she love her job very much.Everyone of us is so buzzi with our own stuff.Miss them lotz.When can we/us gather again?My Exam gonna be over soon wohz.Really promise lot of people hanging out with them*thinking*REALLY LOTS LOTS DE LORZ~

Nevermind,no matter how hard life i've been through i do believe every good person will have a good life in the future.Suffer now n enjoy in the future.=)
Was wondering anyone of my fren going to bengkalis for holiday?*hmhmhmhm*

There's a need of confident in everything you do.

Love ya~

The stress that all student have

2008-09-28T09:26:00.000+08:00

I'd never like the feeling of being stress up.

First of all,i would to thank my stupid ahgenggeng ahdeardear for keep feeding me huh~Hahaz~If not you,i think i'll lose weight cox of my exam.Well~Been reading & reading this few days.The concentration make my eyes ache.I donno why the doctor say my eye is stable siax..Experience no good.Nahz~lets forget bout that first.

Okay~I've been preparing for my next exam paper which is tml and 3rd of oct.Say frankly,i thought of jux take Diploma's POA course next year.The life of working and studying in the same time really very torturing.Really,seriously affect my healthy lifestyle n sleep.Even though everynight try to have 8hours sleep to prevent things happen with my eye,but it doesnt seem to be help.Sometime i do feel the pain as well.Most terrible thing is 'hei yan quan' coming out.The Worse part is~~Pimples popping out~ARRRrHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~Stress.

Tell you,after my exam is over~i gonna revenge!!!REVENGE~~hahaz..As in will enjoy life larz,example like create outing with fren and ahdear.Go K-ing,sun tan,swimming,shopping,chatting,laughing and of cox prawning with those i promise hahaz~sound cool isnt it?Love the activities man!!But all this have to wait til after 7th october,Then~I'M FREE!!Gonna start my hip hop lesson again,yeah yeah~Oh ya,the thinking of being a cheerleader again already drop of my mind le since u all dont let me to.=(
Now looking forward what am i going to do after my exam n of cox the trip to hongkong with ahdeardear??hahaz~

Thanks for being there for me.

The day

2008-09-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

The way that coxes us~

Time really flies,me n ahdeardear already 4month le..Full of laughter in my life ever since ahdear come in my life.I dare not think how long will we be together cox i'm afraid the more i think,the more fear n phobia i'll get.
19092008 is ahdeardear's birthday.I thought he'll have a small party or charlet as he told me be4 but nahz end up he working n i'm working overtime.Hahaz...One day,full of stuff flash through my mind n insist me to do something with it cox its my 1st time celebrate his birthday.Da dang~during the 18092008,i ask him to come over my place,i switch off the light when he walk to my room.The expression he saw the present is 'heart warming'?A round crystal full of star straw made by me n with 23 glow in the dark star(represent i'm lighting up his life)So nice~love it lots too..I knew he'll treasure the gift i gave him yes i'm sure of it.Dont disappoint me hoh.
In the morning,we went to work n nvr contact le cox he's so buzzi ,tick tock tick tock~KNOCK OFF!!Thought he'll be home around 11 so i take the cake n rush down to his place,well~very obviously its a surprise for him whereby he didnt know actually what time i'm off work.~~~~~~~*BOO~~!!*
And he jump out of his room.His expession will never go off my mind.Hahaz~Think he get 'shock' instead of surprise.Sorry dear.You know thats not what i plan for actually,but who ask u to be so lorso that night..Hahaz..
After the famiy celebration,i brought him to SHEBANG.AND there come the cake when we went in.SURPRISE!!happy birthday to you~Hahaz..Then come the birthday song sang by reena n gang..Lalalalalallala~~I know he's happy,arent you dear??

Everything goes smoothly as my plan.Hope this year de celebration can bring u full of memories n laughter.Me,Family n fren..Cool isnt it??

Its stil a long journey for us to pass n overcome everything...Jiayou in your work n lets work out our plan=)

Its a tired off day

2008-09-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

The reason u come to this world is to experience.

*Hello*Hmhm,Yesterday was my off day,guess what~my day is totally really damn pack lorz,.Wake up in the early morning 8+,take cab with ahdear to lavendar to collect our passport.Less than half an hour everything "gao tim"..After collection,we went to macdonald for breakfast again,yummy~

Dah dang~Foot massage.First time experience,it was like*ouch*its hurting.My foot kinda of sensative de but at that moment,i feel pain more than itching de lorz.Till now stil abit painpain=(

Yesterday was my appointment with the TTSH at 2.30pm so after the massage,we rush cab down to novena and hengheng we reach there before 2.30(punctuality stil have de ok=)) Waited for one hour plus for my turn *sh*t* nearly fall asleep lorz.Well~Doctor Voon didnt say much,she only say my eyes is stable n cox of that she'll only be seeing me after 1year.She send me to take some eye photo..*tick tick tick*taken around 15min,make payment n we left.

Lalalaa~4 plus n ahdear bring me to eat zhen fa bo hai xian(correct mahz?hahaz)It was delicious but eat too much le larz.Bloated!!Ahdear,you so bad lei..Say its my treat le yet u pay.*Idiot*

After eatin,take cab to shunfu n fetch ahdear's sister Jo,we went to 1 place at bishan for?? PRAWNING!!Cool isnt it..It was a treat by Jo.Thanks Jo~Ok..let me say little bit bout this prawning..$15/hr $25 for 2hr n $30 for 3hours.And we take $30 for 3hours de cox more worth it larz.Pathetic us..3hour only catch less than 15.Jo catch 7 lei..Hao li hai wohz..Hahaz..Few uncle come n help us,and they gave their prawn to us,Wow~becoming famous..hahaz...Standing for 3 hours,tired but its fun.So scared ahdear will get addicted..=)

After the prawning,we take cab to ahdear's home.Sit n chat awhile with the family n we went home.*HEADACHE*Sh*t~~After shower,i fall asleep.

Wake up this morning,whats in my mind is *PRAWNING*omg.

Happy mooncake festival

2008-09-14T14:32:00.000+08:00

☆ 中秋節快樂 ☆

Lalalala~Once again its mooncake festival.I remember last year i didnt really celebrate as time dont allow me to well~this year also no surprise,we thought of going to chinese garden with my brother de,but i'm working til 8pm.*sigh*.Yesterday i bought mooncake for ahdear's parent n he bought for my parent as well,i donno what is the taste like yet..Hope they will like it.=)

//I've been feeling so tired this few days,why why why??//
//Exam coming*nervous siax*//
//Planning for outing with - reena n galz,
K-ing with - zhong n jie all,
rock with - jasmine n angel,
meeting up with- Carol n gal,
holiday with - ahdear

*phew*So many things to do~~~~~

When?

2008-09-11T15:51:00.000+08:00

-*-*-Anticipate for our next gathering-*-*-
Was flipping our 2007 group photo,the moment n emotion flash in my mind again and again.It reflect me what we've been through.Was wondering if u gal have likewise feeling=)Every single picture show where we've been and how much we've change.Even though everyone of us have our individual stuff to do and that's what make us seldom meet up but i'm sure that doesnt affect our friendship.Nothing much,jux to let u know you are missed by Kimberley(me)911All the best in everything and keep in touch alright??Best wishes..*hugzz,Muack*

I'll always love you like the way you love me..

Cheerz!!=)

Bla bla bla

2008-09-09T13:18:00.000+08:00

Tick ke tock tock tick ke tick ke tock tock~~~

Time really flies,what am i going to do within this few days except studying studying and studying??Mother tongue n english paper jux over.The english paper is so difficult,donno will get good grade or not.Hmm..Still have 3 subject to go,now more concentrate in my math..Hope can get distinction.hehez..Jux hope so onli..But get 75 above,i also happy le =)

I'm thinking of giving up taking Os next year,i'm not sure why i have that in mind.Thinking of studying really make my day kinda of low.Worrying the words might make my eyes worse.Well~let us see whats my N result first bax.If didnt have a very good result,guess i'll jux take diploma course that i want lorz=)

Exam start again on the 29.Wont blog so aften..

I'm 21

2008-09-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm 21 - 29-08-2008

So many days have pass since my birthday.Overall everything is fun,say frankly is marvellous!!
Thanks to uncle kel who help me book the charlet,thanks to my parent who have been helping me as well.I have quite a number of photo but cant post now cox not all with me yet.

Well~I order 600 stick of satay,200 otah, 100fish ball,5 packet of chicken wing(22Pp),50sausage,2tray of beehoon,3kg of prawn,27cup of noodle,2matell,2chivas,6red wine,3ctn of cas,3ctn of tiger,2donno what wine.
Guess what??all finish except the remaining red wine(cox uncle john didnt turn up)And some food whereby my mom keeps for us =)

Frankly speacking i'm quite dissapointed with some of my fren,i've invite carol pris they all but only meifeng turn up.Hmm...Like all the guyz turn up even joel,boonbin,weiwen lorz.Kaoz..=(
For those who came,really thanks alot..Especially those who take leave on that day.Chwee wee n gang also dear's parent!!Really..Gan dong tian..The first one reach is uncle christopher,boonbin,serene n bf..Waited for eve they all quite long lorz..I'm wondering why cant reena take leave cox of me??hmmm..hahaz..Joking larz..

My dad,ahdear were 'tired' so they fall asleep.oops..
Uncle heng,Bro,weiwen,zhenhua and my dad's fren were drunk~hahaz..So cute siax..

30 night ahdear serene,James,reena and me went to partyworld singsing..huh~~sing hall~Shiok siax.Each table only can sing 2 song niax,reena got to sing more cox she run to our table n serene's table to sing.Wow~hahaz..

I will post the photo asap =)

3 more days to my birthday

2008-08-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

Oh my,the day i'm looking forward ia jux 4 days away..

phwe~i jux notice i've been more than 1week didnt update my blog already,feel so plain.

Hahaz..I'll try to update more though.This few days have been buzzi with so many things,shop for stuff,preparing for my N level plus work is tiring!Haven got a new staff yet,damn!Why is it so slow?
I make new fren,angel~She is so beautiful(shit didnt take pic with her)Well,will show you the pic if i take with her alright??Today i'll be working afternoon sh*t form 5 to 12,tml 12-12 and wed 10-6 haiz~have to attend lesson til 10.

erm erm~How do i feel now??
First of all,thanks to ahdear and his family for shopping with me ytd,appeciate it lots.
Love ya!
Ok..lets talk.I feel so disappointed with eve,shirong,elene.They cant stay overnight on the 29.
But!!thats not the end of the world,we'll gather again.Say frankly..I feel so excited for my coming 21.Will everyone enjoy themselve??Hmm hmm..trying to make a picture of that day,*blank*
but cant..hahaz..

Lets stop here,gonna prepare for work le..

=)update again

Moment last a second

2008-08-14T10:57:00.000+08:00

Memory lives on foreva

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Should i say our destiny is not in our hand or i should say we have to fight the destiny with our hand?I''m so curious bout this "destiny" sometime.Its right to say let the nature take the courses,but do you ever think of the outcome?

On a second thoughts,dont you think we should fight for our own fate?

Exam is jux few days left after my 21st birthday.Gonna ask how's my preparation?I'll tel ya here then,For sure i'll do very well in math.As for english & chinese,all depend on the question bax,but!!i'm sure will pass.The subject that i'm afraid of is science and POA.Need to read more on science and understand more in POA.Well~I'll do my best though =)

080808 : Reena,brother Jo,Jasmine,ahdear,eve and me went to kampung bahru's pub.My first impression when i walk in was 'wow,look comfortable with that sofa' We dedicate our first duet song,xin dong xin tong,ehm ehm~the sound system is so lousy.Oh my~no mood to sing the 2nd song but ahdear want to sing so i sing along lorz..Jianao,i stil believe.The~that's it i think.I play pool,yeah!i win ahdear.Hahaz..Actually is he give in to me larz,last ball he have to play double.Kelian ohz..=)
Ahdear's ex girlfren,yuki,(same name as zixuan's dad lorz,coincidence huh?nono~is miserable.)
say few words with ahdear whereby i think is pointless lorz.Well~ahdear tryin to solve the miscontrue between her to me,actually i'm not angry larz,jux dont like her to harass anyone's bf lorz.Me and ahdear sent jasmine home,as for reena they all,stil remain there cox they wont be working the next day.

100808 : Serene's mom pass away that morning.Everyone know her mom will go one day but everything is so sudden.I was shock too.Went to her wake night time around 11 with ahdear,we didnt give much but hope that can help her.For sure she very sad de lorz..But as a fren,we only can console her,im sure she'll jiayou de =)

110808 : Its my dajie,feifei's birthday.I miss those day together with her and xiaomei.Haiz..So unforgiven,xiaomei really too much.I already give in so much le yet she like that.Kinda of disappointed that our frenship stop there.My parent and i went to factory to take a look at some food for bbq on my birthday.Quite cheap for jux one stick of satay and otah,but cost few hundreds when all plus together.Huz~big sum=x
That night is our sicc dinner and dance,tel ya~i was drunk.Really drunk.Ahdear call my dad and he was told to bring us home cox i'm truely drunk!hahaz..Thought back really funny lorz.Actually,i dont think i drink much wohz..Around 12 cups onli lei,think cox of mixure bax.1red wine,1 or 2 cup of whisky/brandy and around 10 cupz of beer onli.Not i want to mix de lorz.Donno why they suddenly say red wine finish,thats why i go drink beer de..Then around 11 plus again stop beer.Everyone left with no choice but to take whisky/brandy,then suddenly beer was out again,**** everyone was drunk.

120808 : The bukit FNB who stop the beer kena told by member relation,uncle kel.
Ridiculous lorz!!he thought stop the beer will last the beer til the end but end up left alot,should be free flow and let everyone feel happy all the way mahz..make evryone so drunk,for sure next year he wont take charge again de lorz.Stupid one!!hahaz~
Playing in the staff bowling league that night,our opponent is uncle jimmy's team.Every captain sent best bowler wheneva opponent is him,i donno why,all i heard is he very exalted.My opponent from his team is a very poor bowler,i win her alot..134,116,180 without handicap.play well huh??i hope my handicap wont drop so much cox i still wanna be champion this year staff championship.hahaz..nono i should say i'll try my best to be top 3 this year.yeah~

140808 : Happy birthday to my little brother,this year he PSLE.All the best to him.I know he can do it de lorz=)Auntie and dad got him a lappy,i gonna buy him keyboard while dage bought him wireless mouse.

Gonna watch movie,meet dave later with ahdear.Huhuz~

A Special day

2008-08-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

Dont ya think today is a special day??

Guess 080808 will bring lots of sweet memories to everyone.Congrats to those gettin engage & married,all the best for those taking part in tonight's olympic 080808,8.08pm..Hope everything go smoothly with F.I.R's concert tonight.Tell ya a secret oh..Shhhh~~""Tomorrow is NATIONAL DAY!!!"" huhuz~But i'm working (-_-")

Hello to you,guess 'you' are thinking of few years back de today bax?Say frankly after so many years,i thought u forget me le wohz.Kinda of surprise lorz,dont worry..i'll find a day for us(maybe jie,gladys,andy,kenny,kel,wendy)to gather de,but let me finish buzzi with my party and exam first alright??

Yesterday afterwork i meet up with reena and we shop shop at cwp.Reena only bought glitter eye shadow,i bought glitter eye shadow,glitter hair spray,powder,clothes,facial foam,mask and pay hp bill..Total up spend more than 150++
Why money so hard to earn but spend so easily lei?Tonight toto 8 000 000 lei.What if my family kena?I wont ask much de,yi shi yi shi jiu gou le (hehez)

Tonight ahdear me reena and bro will be going to kampung bahru,very long didnt go pub le..Go and relax lorz,nothing to do at night also.

Truely from my heart : Happy Birthday Singapore !!

My charlet

2008-08-05T11:04:00.000+08:00

My birthday wohz=)

I've book charlet at aranda country club.Its a executive suite with 2 bed room,balcony&a living room.I heard that it can fit up more than 50 people.Well..Since its a large room,the charge is not cheap of cox.Actually only 240,but cox 30 is a school holiday so they charge as peak :240 plus normal day 150.total up 417.Expensive huh??I thought that so,but~as long as everyone is happy can le=)

My department : Uncle Gary,Uncle Wayne,Uncle Kumar,Murali,Zul
Jackpot department : Uncle Kel tham,Uncle John,Uncle Phang,Uncle Lim,Lao jie alice,piaoliang jiejie crystal,jane ao,jane,Uncle kel sung
Sister : Reena,sebest,zhumeimei(eddie),pingping(justin),Eve(jiahui),shirong,Bro Jo
Bestie : Marcia jie,carol,mag,dajie,wanting,chee wee,felix,alan,jia qing,ling qian,qingquan,chee siong,weiwen,boon bin,weijin,boonkeat,junlong,zhen hua,ozalis,bang fai,syidda,Sherknjanice,Junhu,serene,kenny,longxiang,netnet,zhizhong,wilfred,teck chye,Chou xiao ya,pingshan,xuelin,limin,xuhua,pris,meifeng,engloo,Diana,sok har,benny,
Others : Uncle Water,Uncle botak,Uncle Tan,Uncle Heng,Uncle Yeo,Uncle Li,My dad's fren bout 5-10 of them.
Ahdear's fren : Jasmine,fengrui,joanne,meow and ???
Ahdear's parents and sister.
My parents and 2 brother.

This are the people you may see on the 29th.Well,this are the people that i've invite,of cox not all will come,cox some gotta work and some doing other stuff.But!!If got heart,for sure wil come awhile or sms de isnt it??

""Eveyone is changing everyday~""

Miss ya guyz

Our 1st couple photo

2008-07-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

We are who we are,no one can change us..

Yesterday after my work,ahdear and i went to have our dinner at civil,THE THAI.The TOM YAM soup is so delicious~yummy yummy,love it lots!After our dinner,we rock the party world til 12 plus.Actually thought of singing at the hall de,but everytime end up in the room.Half way the journey home my mom call and say dad went to drink since 5plus.I call him and he sound drunk!!I hang up the phone and call uncle water instead,know what??Another drunk man!!=x kinda of angry with uncle water for bringin my dad to drink almost everynight.Not onli bring my dad lorz,sometime bring ahdear go also.I wont be angry if he know the limit,but~he jux keep on buying after bottle by bottle.Drink so much for what siax.Ahdear,my mom and i wait at home till 2 plus,finally my dad pick up the phone and kena #*&!!?+%~ by my mom then reach home around 3.My mom is so angry,hit my dad,scratch my dad,throw away my dad's phone and spec.Hmm..I'm not surprise though cox not the first time le.This morning when i wake up,i saw my dad sleep in living room's sofa.Why muz drnk so much nehx..

Hope things can be back to normal asap=)

Our first Photo.Not bad huh??hehez

Thanks for being there wheneva i need ya dear.

=) Hope you like the pic..

Tiring day man

2008-07-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

What will happen if i fall?

Stand up lorz..Hahaz~what a stupid question.I'm not worry bout anything else but my eyes lorz,seem like getting bad to worse siax.=)but i believe in miracle..Everything gonna be jux fine.

Oral finally over,hate the feeling being so nervous.That moment i self reading the passage for 5 min,my heart start to beat fast,cold sweat start to drop,hair stand and worse part is feel like going toilet!oh my..so nervous,2EXAMINER lei..I try to calm down when i walk towards them,i smile and they ask me to sit.I start my passage~so smooth.The chinese conversation were S***s man!What is community club in chinese?(LIAN LUO SUO)SH*T!!why i forget what it call and need the teacher to tell me?idiot!hahaz...But over lorz..So happy..

Yesterday i work from 10-10 siax...Uncle Philip on mc.After my work,ahdear,feng rui and jasmine fetch me and we went TPY play pool..Pair : jasmine n fengrui , me and ahdear of cox.
So angry in game one didnt hit any ball in but guess what,i hit the last black ball in!!hahaz..
We win 5-3 if not wrong.I reach home around 2,thought i can sleep longer??NONONononononono~~i wake up in the morning 6.15am jux now.Volunteer of Qdees childcare at RP,we reach there 7am.We have curry puff for our breakfas(yurks),it was my first time having curry puff as breakfast siax.eve also throw away lorz.8.30 the parent start to come in and the little star arrive at 9am.The kids all so cute de lorz..They have so many games,the youngest is 3 yrs old,soooooooo cute!!After everything finish at 12.30,me n yeo go cwp buy stuff,after that went back home.Its a tiring day but worth it,cox seeing them enjoying the games make my day even more brighter=)

Tml will be working 12-7.So tonight,SLEEP EARLY!!

sobsob..

Staff League 2008

2008-07-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

Never look down on one another,having fun is the moto of this league.

Staff league is here again.Not gonna show my skill here though.Hehez..Gonna show off my skill during championship!Hehez~Dont want to get champion this year,top 3 can le=)This year i'm in uncle kel's team,LUCKY STRIKES.My team member : Lim Kean Leong,Philip Tan,Terrence Choo,Wong Jit Ho,Tamil Selvan,Lim Chye Huat,Zubaidah,Oh Koh Chiew,Annie Chua & me..Uncle Kel is my captain and i'm his assistant.He is the head of member relation which is my dad's boss.He is a nice guy.Uncle John and uncle Kel want to pull me to work with them when time ripe.They ask me to be patient,donno is it real or not.Cox my intention to work at bowling alley is til maybe latest next year after new year and gonna find a part time job to make sure i can concentrate in my O's next year.Well,if i have the chance to change department,it will be great!No more slacking,no more surfing nets bla bla bla~Everything is a new experience to me..huhuz..

Tomorrow is my chinese oral,i'm so scared the examiner will ask me Question bout "HUAN BAO" cox i donno how to answer for sure.Should i ask back:"What kind of 'bao'is that??can it be eaten??"Kaoz..For sure get A de lorz..(pengz)

All the best to me bax..

Sobsobz..